LaUgHtEr !s e bEsT mEdIcIn3..

2006-04-28T09:07:00.000-07:00

one month had past jus liddat... some many things happening... realising the passing of time.. i have oreadi left genesys.. a place with some memories.. with carissa.. daniel.. ck.. claire.. julie... 2 wendys'... adrian.. and finance ppl.. leelee and may...

i got into dance main comm.. but it's not like a good thing.. facing so many probs.. it;s defintely more than wat i can handle.. i have supportive frens hu encourage me to strive on.. but where are my supporting factors to go on? i cant find them... the best ppl stil receives criticism.. tt's how cruel the world can b...

arts fest and cca recruitment next week... feel nothing bout it.. no excitement.. no nothing.. jus plain simpe boring mood on stage.. no more excitment in performing.. no more confidence.. lost everything..

i need a world of my own.. a day of freedom.. free from all problems.. as long as i dun give up.. i believe i will c tt day

2006-03-28T07:12:00.000-08:00

11 days since i have updated my blog.. still.. my live is peaceful for the time being... work as usual.. next wed will b my last day in genesys conferencing.. somehow.. i dun feel like leaving,... nice ppl there... carissa... cheekeong..julie..claire..kim..andy..and funni daniel...hu nvr fails to cheer me up during work time.. he and his lame jokes.. foreva.. their fav hangout place.. carls' juniors.. finance ppl.. leelee & may.. tog with carrissa and me.. alwaes heading off to golden shoes to eat.. nice and cheap.. i shall miss them..

lately.. onli happening thing is dance main comm interview which ended yesterdae.. rsults will b out next week.. and yes again..i was nominated.. but somehow i dun feel e excitement in me.. e feeling of working hard as a team is wrong? is it a wrong choice to accept? ryan wanted o leave e dance team at first.. but now.. it seems like he have changed his mind.. which is good.. it's alwaes good to have him ard.. he's veri on.. and this motivates me to move on.. and follow him.. he is someone i respect.. i tink i shld b proud of..

2006-03-17T06:24:00.000-08:00

woohoo... cool man.. today during my work.. i came across a list of international companies.. i looked thru it.. and this is wat i found out.. there's this INTERNATIONAL company ok.. and it's company name is so chak chak.. it's call TOM TOM INTERNATIONAL PTE LTD... wat kind of name is this man..

anywae work has been quite fun... piles of things waiting to me to finish... and by e end of this job i guess i will b an expert in using excel le.. imagine me facing millions of international companies name per day.. jus staring at e screen is enuff to make ur head spin round and round.. serious.. and i cant keep stil.. i keep walking ard.. cos it's jus so dead and dry..

2006-03-11T08:06:00.000-08:00

MON 6 MARCH
first day of work.. rather free.. haha but towards end of e week.. work is piling up.. they know wat i know how to do le.. even simple things like pasting one stamp on a envelope is also part and parcel of my job... i was stunned for a moment before i reacted to say oh ok.. leave it to me.. i mean.. e stamp is not like so far.. is right beside u.. u can jus take tear one piece and paste.. how much time will it take.. rather than spend nonsense time talking to me... carrissa have been a nice colleague.. realli appreciate her.. she takes good care of me.. bring me out for lunch and all.. and on fri she bought me a boz of choc n left it on my table.. she say if i bored can eat.. wahaha.. so nice of her..

FRI 10 MARCH
exam results out.. i failed one.. wbat.. expected.. i know i oreadi failed e course work.. but i stil feel sad.. cos like tt's e subject tt i put in most effort for exam.. anywae.. revision lec is next wed.. i had taken leave for tt... haiyo..

SAT 11MARCH
today went for korean hip hop class. farking fun can.. we never realli did routine.. mostly basic.. which is like good enuff to get us killed... he's so flexible.. haha i was thinking of using e word soft.. but it doesnt seem to sound rite.. anywae.. he's damn good.. is u wanna know how good he is.. look at this link.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pnpk7MMZ0-4&search=seven-crazy..he choreograph for a korean pop singer called seven.. woo hoo... he's isolation and all... make me look upon him as my idol man.. and he's damn farking cute.. no joke man.. he's like quite humble and cute... he cant speak eng and he will go like.. ok? ok? with his hand gestures.. wahaha.. and he managed to mumble out two chinese words.. quan bu (all).. which caught all our attention and send us giggling in silence..

COMING
next fri is TPDE main comm interview.. i have taken leave for tt.. but wat i know is so far.. onli me representing hippy hoppy... and qiao qiao charlotte and alice.. representing modern.. omg.. look how pathetic hip hop is.. no one wants commitment.. anywae.. i heard most prob e vice president will b anjula.. but i asked ryan b4.. if anjula realli become vice how.. hw replied saying he will leave our team alone.. is that realli gonna happen? i rather i dun have anjula then.. anywae ryan contract with tp ends le.. he can choose not to teach us anymore.. omg!!!

2006-03-02T06:04:00.000-08:00

from e day tt my exam ended.. i have been so busy.. jus so busy... busy enjoying myself.. wahaha

on e day tt we ended our exam.. went to watch movie with belle they all and andy... watched rumour has it... it teached me a point tt we muz treasue every relationship... but tt doesnt seem to matter to me right now...and we had swensen... muahaha..

moving on to sat.. i'm trying to recall where i went..... hmmm... ok... got it.. i went to gin's whacking class... farking nice la... and i enjoyed it like totally... then we went to marina square to watch e danceworks.. which was so disappointing can.. i expected it to be like a hundred times beta? all chak chak teams...

next is sun... i went out with my amy darl.. haven seen her for so long... and she become skinnier le... going to ask jianshi if he got bully her starve her not.. haha.. anywae... realli glad to b meeting her... she's have alwaes been a nice fren... tomolo meeting her again... we went to bugis to shop for e whole day...

guess wat.. i went bugis for e whole day on mon again.. but with diff grp of ppl... i went with my xingan and xian they all.. wanted to meet and call for jobs.. but yes.. obviously it is unsuccessful again.. sobz..

tues.. went for dinner with turtle and supposedly chia.. hu did not turn up.. haha.. anywae.. e dinner was a nice one.. we went to fisherman village then we ate a crab.. omg.. bloody full lo.. plus rice and all.. and we had a nice chat along the seaside... and we look as if we r couples.. but yes again.. we r not..

coming up next.. wed.. a day to science centre with belle they all.. had alot of new discovery there.. ut some discoveries can b quite stupid actually... wahaha... and ppl go there watch e stars wars models and all.. guess wat i was there for? i tink it look more like a fashion show to b.. except tt i m e one moving ard.. not e models there... haha.. and at night i went for dance lesson.. gin whacking class again.. till my bones are aching now..

lastly.. today... we went to e zoo... with uncle toby... and qiao wei plus my darling joan joan.. haha.. sounds damn disgusting... we had so much fun there.. esp e rats area there... haha... so disgusted by e sight of rats.. baby rats.. which mosting is like around 1cm onli.. serious.. i cant believe it was actually tt small until i saw it with my bare eyes.. fark man.. and so many of them somemore.. some died there.. omg.. imagine tt... and of cos there's some other nice animals there... too mani to b named here...

tomolo... i going for job interview and later meeting amy to shop ard tt area and then later meet e rest... js.. mother and jk.. at suntec.. woohoo.. cool man.. i'm a busy gal. yes man.. no doubt bout tt.. wahaha

2006-02-18T20:38:00.000-08:00

i knew it.. he admitted it... and things are stil going on fine... let things be this way... but i feel guitly.. towards others.. for some reasons..

concert issue.. impressario... thumbs up... lovevyn kan won.. i knew it.. haha.. she's talented... lorrencia... ur sis is good... she sang coco lee's "wang ri qing".. her expression and everything.. plus costume and so on... perfect man... and dance.. 2 chak chak groups plus one one power power group(white hood)...i was wondering at first whether white hood == little white riding hood( e veri popular dance team).. and in e end.. i'm quite sure it is.. i recognise some of e members... haha.. they were good.. energy level.. coordination.. all there.. best man...

and the group category... ng huimin didnt win... claps for her.. haha... cos i simply hate her u know.. she won the singing competition in tp and she's so proud of it.. and go round telling our dance ppl.. big deal man.. ur dance sucks.. character sucks too.. wat else... NG HUIMIN.. she's loser.. she didnt win then her face so black.. she shld know tt she e one pulling her the other team mate down.. voice so soft.. plus so high pitch.. no technique.. so SHUT UP.. go home and look into e mirror.. u r UGLY.. haha.. Bleh... and know wat.. e whole row of guys behind us are supporting her.. haha.. feel like turning back and tell them.. they r supporting e wrong person.. she is jus another chak chak gal in tp hiding in one small corner.. so wat's e big deal.. bleh...

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looking forward to next dance lesson...
pei fell sick.. but ok le.. cos she curse ppl too much.. haha.. wad eva rite...

2006-02-15T08:57:00.000-08:00

too many things to update...

i wanan start afresh.. if nothing is in progress... tired.. wanna start afresh... i need a new environment... new ppl... new faces.. new experience.. everything new..

pizzahut service.. so.... "good"... a restaurant without cutleries... imagine tt...and can forget orders.. wat else man... haiyo...

yearning to eat steambaot now.. long time nvr go le.. chaili recently keep going.. i feel so tempted.. haha

2006-02-09T21:50:00.000-08:00

tell me when i will go crazy bcos of skool stress...
it's not going to b e end of e world..
i dun wanna b alone on this lonely island..
treasuring...
hols.. makes one drift away from other frens...

2006-01-30T09:43:00.000-08:00

u choose not to fight hard.. tired of fighting hard.. no point.. no result at the end of e day.. settling down for some peacefulness... new comer intruding my life.. everyone.. be polite..say hello to him... how long will it last?

2006-01-27T08:00:00.000-08:00

thinking hard... figuring it out.. and back to square one...

purpose.. objective.. planning.. process.. achievements... aims... rsults.. outcomes...

treasure.. e best thing u can ever do...

2006-01-25T06:41:00.000-08:00

getting nearer... moving further.. hard to guess human hearts...

2006-01-22T08:43:00.000-08:00

sometimes wen a person starts to drift away... it means tt she has given up.. she choose to leave..

2006-01-07T06:37:00.000-08:00

political issues.. makes one feel like running away from reality... fighting for a place of myself seem so difficult... wen will i find e courage to do so?

dr william tan event... fun... huangyang and me represent dance ensemble running.. 13 rounds.. it's not tiring lo.. i mean stamina.. cos jogging onli ma.. no big deal.. but legs kinda tired... and performed hollaback back gals twice... e drum ppl there too... woohoo.. they r cool man.. e way they drum... and jonathan was there entertaining me for almost e whole event.. haha thanks man

dance work.. needa come up with "sandwich" design.. as in like to cardboards... front and back.. hanging ound a person neck and they have to parade it... haha.. roy in charge.. he choose me joan.. su zhuang... and johanna to form a team to do tt.. but if i'm selected to b e one parading it.. i tell u man.. i'm out of e dance team.. so embarrassing... haha..

2005-12-28T06:49:00.000-08:00

relationship requirements..
have u ever wonder... wat will ur 100 marks guy b? izzit e look tt is more impt or the character tt is most impt.. or izzit e way he dress himself more impt.. i guess diff gals will have diff ans.. however.. alot of gals go for looks.. nono.. guys with good looks jus sucks to core.. no reason for saying this.. but i tink best is character...

2005-12-24T08:23:00.000-08:00

lonely... i m so lonely.. i have nobody.. to call my own... this sounds to b like for someone.. he know hu he is.. tt seem sad bout celebrating christmas alone... hoping for him next year would b a beta year.... it definitely will ok..

i spent christmas eve with sec sch frens this year.. chilling as usual... but stil feel veri xin fu.. all innocent bunch of gals.. which dun seem to b those tt wil harm u.. stil my comfort zone of frens.. but me too.. no romance.. alone... haha... but yes.. i contented with wat i have.. not lying... received presents from muji ppl too.. like mok mok lao... david om.. and matthew su su... haha.. nice ppl.. i bought presents for mok mok lao and david om too.. and i bought a cute ding dang.. for a him... hope he likes it.. muahaha...

my horoscope for year 2006

2005-12-24T08:17:00.000-08:00

libra
OVERVIEW: Home and family will keep you happily content and quite busy as the year begins -- straight through mid-March, at least. And you'll enjoy more than a bit of excitement in the romance department too, whether you're single or attached. The past few years have demanded that you learn to live with all kinds of surprises, so at this point, you're prepared to handle just about anything -- surprising you will be no easy task. Still, a set of eclipses in March could coincide with a rather startling discovery: A partner you trusted just about implicitly may not be handling their end of a joint financial situation with integrity. If that's the case, immediately take back any credit cards you're even partially responsible for -- and the checkbook too. Regardless of your financial situation at that time, you need to watch your finances like a hawk -- and that goes double for late Novembe r and December. Just to make things even more interesting, there may be a bit of mystery and intrigue in your life around those same times, and a secret relationship could even surface. That doesn't mean you'll necessarily be involved -- not directly, anyway -- but you'll certainly be privy to quite a few tasty details, like it or not. You may quickly decide that it's time to let all parties concerned know exactly what's been going on, but it will likely take a while for you to build up the resolve to talk about the situation. Just be sure to do what you'd want others to do for you. Tell the person who's confided in you that you don't feel comfortable keeping their secret, and give them the chance to clear the air first. Even with all these serious situations brewing around you, you'll have nothing to worry about. A pack of humorous and sociable energies will arrive in time to make November and December -- not to mention much of early 2007 -- a happy, prosperous time for you. You definitely have some cleaning house to do this year, and some of it may not be fun. But your determination to make positive changes and meet your goals (no matter how tough it is) will propel you through the process. Once it's over -- and it will fly by -- you'll have made a giant step toward a positive future, starting with a solid approach to 2007.

ÍÃ Rabbit
Born in: 1927 1939 1951 1963 1975 1987 1999 Personality Peace loving, impeccable manners in the pursuit of a good life, intelligent in business with creative mind but sometimes moody and indifferent. A person born in the year of the Rabbit possesses one of the most fortunate of the twelve animal signs. The Rabbit, or Hare as he is referred to in Chinese mythology, is the emblem of longevity and is said to derive his essence from the Moon. The rabbit symbolizes graciousness, good manners, sound counsel, kindness and sensitivity to beauty. His soft speech and graceful nimble ways embody all the desirable traits of a successful diplomat or seasoned politician. Likewise, a person born under this sign will lead a tranquil life, enjoying peace, quiet and congenial environment. He is reserved and artistic and possesses good judgment. His thoroughness will also make him a good scholar. He will shine in the fields of law, politics and government. The Rabbit likes: The arts, Comfort, Secrets, Riddles and Intrigue. The Rabbit dislike: Decisions, Violence, Criticism, Untidiness and Dirtiness. Your Luck In Year 2006 Overall Forecast The obstructions in the career luck in 2005 shall bring forward to 2005 and still do not permit heavy investment. Fortunately, the lucky stars and the persons of eminence appear and help solve the problems encountered. You are advised to keep calm and close communication with your superiors and colleagues for career development. Take note of food hygiene and maintain sleeping habits. Young people should not involve in other¡¯s disputes. Handle your finance with care. Health General, health is quite good but beware of epidemic disease and respiration or intestinal illness. Second half of the year will like bring problem to your health. Career Under the shinning of lucky stars in year 2006, career development will be carried out smoothly. Yet, you should still be prepare for any obstacles ahead and be alert of the changing situation. It is prospective for the young to go for business with the help of eminent persons. Employees must keep close communication with their superiors and colleagues for gossips and disputes.Love Married couples should be tolerant to each other to avoid the intrusion of a third party that will destroy your family harmony. Lovers are advised not to have cold wars as this may lead to break-off. Wealth You need to plan properly in handling finance and control spending. Do not attempt any risky speculation. Be careful in dealing with your finance in the second half of the year.

2005-12-21T22:51:00.000-08:00

term test is finally over... sense of happiness... feeling my freedom once again.. feeling the sunshine days once again.. clap clap... planning of how to spend my term break... i hope i wont b alone this christmas...

lately a fren x... she's in relationship prob... she makes me start tinking... getting into relationship.. izzit realli a good thing? does e ending alwaes ends up to b sad? i seriously have no idea... but i realli feel veri sad for her.. her strong character... and her first relationship.. tt lasted for ten months.. ended liddat.. my god... i mean i do know e consequence of a relationship.. but yah. i stil feel sad for her... i want her up on her feet again... hopefully soon... hard but try k...

2005-12-18T04:58:00.000-08:00

woohooo... todae i went out went to release stress... we went to suntec midnite sales and then i reached home at 1.35 am la.. but was damn fun..

wen we jus reach city hall.. at e city link there... we saw a long performance by break force crew.. woohooo.. clap clap... their break.. damn style.. salute... then we went to suntec... we went to 5 shops onli and spent like 3 hours there... haha.. went top shop..didnt buy anything.. go fox.. we all bought something.. chaili working place.. clark... then to toy r' us.. i bought a toy pink rose.. for chaili.. haha... so sweet.. exactly suits her lo... and we went tower records.. i bought the hitz album... don't cha... pussycat dolls!!!

2005-12-16T06:38:00.000-08:00

all assignment done... smiling to myself now... feel so much relax.. in every single way.. tomolo having fom exam.. however, don realli feel stress. haha... i'm studying le wor... but now muz give myself a bit of time to relax myself.. i scare i go bonkers... haha

hopefully exam can b faster finish... then i can go back to studio wu to dance again.. again and again.. and again!!! woohoooo.... here i come....

2005-12-11T05:31:00.000-08:00

woooohooo.... todae went out with sec sch frens wor... enjoyed myself... we went to alot of places... ard our area onli la.. we all leave ard same area de ma... then initially was to go pasar malam onli.. and ended up doing lotsa other things...

interesting things can pop out unexpectedly.. like a bought a packet of sweet todae and found one 1000 rupiah dollars inside... miracles do happen... i stunned for like 5 secs... and burst out laughing to myself uncontrollably.. but heard from my fren it worth few cents onli... wat rubbish rite? i shall consider buying tt brand often and c if i can collect up to few dollars instead of jus few cents not.. haha..

i'm still stress by assignments... so yuppi... going off...*disappeared*

2005-12-10T06:44:00.000-08:00

i saw from a fren's nick recently... it states... caught between hu i m and hu i wanna be... omg.. tt's like so meaningful.. i have been thinking bout it too.. wat i m now.. izzit wat i want? or m i jus doing it for e sake of doing it.. well.. i have not found an ans with tt... but one thing for sure.. lately have been quite close with sec sch fren.. and veri happi bout tt... mayb i shld say they r stil my comfort zone of frens... another i would say i realli enjoy is dancing...

ryan say sending us for dance works competiton.. dividing into 2 teams... doe sit mean i will have to plan time management again? sick and tired of life le.. skool life... simply sucks and totally sucks...

2005-12-09T08:18:00.000-08:00

exam is jus round the corner. omg... need to buck up le.. though i totally have no confident in passing but yah.. i believe in puttiong in my best efforts. everyone is so stress by csad proj right now.. will some ever forget to do the minutes for swen.. well let's c.. haha.. scarly.. tt person is me ar.. *faints..

today is my arts happening performance.. my rubber bamnd dropped halfway.. omg... haha.. anywae quite a nice one.. but i dunno y.. i dun seems to b able to communicate with shameen.. i simply dun like.. for her character and attitude.. no time constraint.. no sense of urgency.. and thinks she reali dance well.. so proud of herself.. wen she dun dance well...with zero percent of energy level.. come on la.. move onli ma.. i oso know.. jus another typical mina.. another typical malay dancers.. and yes... she's taking part in funka.. i'll wait and c and laugh.. bleh.. i dun give it a shit whether she hates me or not.. jus parying hard i wont b doing performance with her again.. disappearing 3/4 of e time wen she late for so long ok!!! is this ur attitude towards dance? if yes.. i will say u simply sucks to core OK!!!

2005-11-25T20:25:00.000-08:00

studies
i feel e stress coming oreadi... jus yesterdae someone ask me y i so energetic.. cant remember hu.. she say i can work dance and study at e same time and i m stil so energetic.. but i'm stressed.. but projects and all.. todae we were struggling with our wbat proj.. me and chaili.. we both didnt take ooad b4.. wtf!!! and how r we gonna noe how to do class diagrams? haiyo.. and yes!!! there we r.. struggling thru lo... though til now we can get nothing out of it.. logic is jus not there... currently i m jus too tired to think.. but yes.. i'm contented enuff.. tt at least chaili is willing to work hard too and we wil finish it tog.. i have no intention of joining other grps... cos i know me and chaili wil b able to make it de.. best of luck to us.. but i feel so lonely w/o victor... in e past i need not worry.. he'll jus by my side and help me finish but now we branch out le.. diff course le.. i'm alone le.. have to b independent le.. feel so lonely...

incident tt happen todae
once again.. todae soemone came to ask for my number.. i seriously hate this kinda thing.. doesnt make sense to me.. somemore today worst.. it's some year one xiao di di can.. i wont mind a guy younger than me.. but at e veri least show me tt u r mature.. not tt kinda 'lu bian'(roadside) xiao di di.. i tout this would onli happen wen i m with amy.. but no... i m wrong.. y m i alwaes so suay.. twice with amy.. once at mensa.. and once at parco.. today.. is me and chaili and andy and cindee.. sitting in IT school canteen and this guy came over and ask.. xiao jie.. can i have ur phone number.. and all i manage to say is.. NO!!! then his frens came over and tok and tok and tok.. and know wat.. 2 of his frens r in e same cds class as me.. pls.. tell me i not tt unlucky.. y izzit me.. i seriously think i will have prob facing them wen i meet them next tues lo.. wat m i gonna do.. i should have jus grab andy and act as if he is my bf.. and e best thing is e guys after being rejected.. can follow me from 2nd level to 6th level.. where my lab is...wen andy is stil there with me.. wth!!! i reali farking pissed off by this incident la.. i jus wanna b low profile k!!!!

2005-11-15T22:47:00.000-08:00

i'm sick.. seriously sick.. having serious gastric flu.. since last night i have been vomiting non stop.. this morning i went to c e doctor and e doctor told me alot of things..

he says my stomach is veri sensitive.. cannot take too spicy food.. cannot skip meals.. cannot eat too much fried food.. in addition to that.. he say my body got not enuff blood.. 2 weeks later muz go back and c him.. if my body stil dun have enuff blood.. then i wil have to take vitamin pills..

i had 2 jabs.. plus 5 packets of medicine.. nvr expected myself to b so sick.. i vomitted out all tt have eat.. and then vomitted gastric juice and then vomitted bubbles.. then vomitted blood lo.. wth!!! feeling so uncomfortable.. i wanna get well soon..

2005-11-05T22:16:00.000-08:00

at times wen i have nothing to post.. i choose not to post.. at times wen i m too tired or lazy.. i cant b bothered to post too...

but now.. is e impt event.. tt muz b.. it's a muz to record it down.. which is today... a impt day for all clean and green dancers.. good job.. but my costume is damn bloody hot la.. is a jacket lo.. and i'm wearing it from 7 plus to 12 plus.. can imagine how warm it is? with 6000 ppl at e reservoir squeezing there..plus later on rain.. and made my white shoes so muddi... wth!!! quite pissed off by it.. but something cool down.. i got to c taufik.. hu sang i dream.. he took photo with our whole grp.. plus he autograph for us.. stating.. to tp hip hop.. wahaha.. and we got to c e prime minister.. he initiated to shake hand with me.. but i seriously think his dress sense got a big prob.. he's wearing a sky blue polo tee today.. plus a khaki trousers.. does it make fashion sense to anyone out there? too bad.. i burst out laughing..

yesterdae final rehearsal was e best oreadi lo.. instead of practising hard.. we decided to go for a game of basketball.. haha.. e enthu gals.. and they got too high.. decided to name one team.. e nei nei grp and e other e ji bye grp.. wth rite.. but it's fun.. every single one fo us enjoyed it..

today we also went to watch our instructor ryan perform.. he's e best readi la.. i salute him. i'm gonna make him my idol.. i dun care.. he damn fucking good lo.. he and his galfren.. andrea..and his elder bro jeffrey were at heeren performing for a fashion show.. and e fashion is to promote e ed hardy brand.. damn nice la.. e way i admire e models.. with they attitude.. best man..

2005-10-31T16:36:00.000-08:00

sorry doesnt mean anything... not ju bo u say a word of sorry.. everything can b forgotten.. get tt into ur head.. it's nvr possible.. buy anywae.. wat done cant b undone.. so yah jus leave it done..

do not litter.. does this phrase sounds so familiar? haha.. yes.. e clean and green week is coming.. it's jus this week.. sat we r performing at bedok reervoir... and heard tt prime ministers and other ministers will b there.. well.. do i look like i'll give them a shit.. anywae.. we using e song.. uh huh.. this my shit.. all the gals have been like this.. yes.. hollaback gals again.. it's gonna become my song veri soon.. muahaha.. taufik will b there too.. and i got malay dance mates.. hu r like so excited bout seeing him.. i'm like e....

2005-10-14T23:06:00.000-07:00

e first tear i dropped for my best poly fren amy darling.. how she got her name amy darling.. i guess i stil remember.. wen i got my new phone.. she insist on saving her name as my darling.. well.. it remained for e rest of our poly life.. i've been calling her tt name quite oftenly.. this name.. shall no longer exist.. she has left.. i'm seriously sad.. i wasnt readi to accept e fact.. i guess evryone wasnt.. no longer e five gals.. no longer.. it wil nvr happen again without her.. e blur blur her.. she got kicked out le.. she failed again.. amy.. i miss u alot.. suddenly.. how i wish u could stil b with us.. but i hope she'll have a good future.. find something nice tt u wanna study k.. remember don give up on education... u cant go far without it.. jiayou.. aim for shatec if u want.. but dun give up..

wat's e funiest thing u have done in e world? joan and me did something veri crazy todae.. we bought a pair of shoes and started drawing on it.. haha.. and she tinks tt mine is look veri chinese opera.. tt's wat my mommi says too haha.. while hers.. veri malay style with all e designs...

2005-10-13T23:31:00.000-07:00

today i did alot of fun things haha.. we went to chai chee community center to k songs haha.. and i tink our grp quite weird la.. all sing those oldies.. like deng li jun.. muahaha.. at our age.. our era.. our time.. special? haha.. sounds quite funni and i realise we r not into new songs.. not reali into i shld say.. not veri much of those 'ou xiang' grps de.. few songs of s.h.e.. and no more.. got wu yi liang ping.. e rest nono.. some duets too.. haha.. wu ding.. as usual.. and i guess a much more beta impression was given to justin.. he deserve it.. haha.. he's quite a nice guy though.. not like wen i first saw him during e chalet..

e next fun and exciting thingy we did is to go and watch e wig.. damn scary la.. but actually not reali.. cos most of e scary part me joan and meiqi were jus covering our eyes.. but e sound effect is good enuff to scare one off... bloody hell.. e screams r like.. haha.. ok nvm.. can describe it with any good words(i jus realise).. it;s a sad story too.. e two sisters? and e younger one have to kill her elder sis with her own hands.. thanks lo.. so sad.. so treasure ur loved ones.. oops.. did i jus said tt? i jus had a small quarrel with my sis this morning haha...

2005-10-11T23:55:00.000-07:00

i've been tinking alot todae.. i went to c my sis training.. i saw how it was.. i saw tt damn bloody hell coach.. i've seen his bloody attitude.. i've seen his worst side.. his damn gayish look and character.. can i jus say he sucks.. oh well he reali does.. wat more can i say bout him.. he say e seniors r veri disappointing.. i fell like telling him straight in e face this.. hello.. get this clear.. it takes one to recognise another.. so r u trying to hint tt tt's bcos they have a disappointing and useless coach like u tt's y they turn disappointing.. or do u wanna know e fact tt they r not doing well.. cos u r not good enuff.. and they dun tink they need to waste time showing them e best out of them.. shut ur mouth ok.. wat they seriously need is true encouragement and not irritating comments.. and they need to get things done in two way manner.. not one way.. get this into ur bloody hell head ok.. one way communication DOESNT work.. open urself to comments la.. bloody gay..

next stil abt my sis.. she's so tired out by tt freaking coach and her bf.. she has been breaking down recently quite often..nvr in my life have i seen my sis suffer so much for e past 18 years i'm staying with her..i warning him straight now.. though i know he cant c.. if he dares trying any stunts again.. tell him.. he going to die... attitude prob ppl.. it doesnt have effects on me.. but playing tricks on ppl and making ur life hell is one of e best thing i can do.. it's a DARE ok.. try me.. bleh.. i'll make sure u die upside down.. i'm not gonna let anyone bully my sis.. and u definitely dun have e rite to do so.. basket idiot.. after seeing wat my sis is going thru shld i b saying it's not good to have a bf.. pls everyone do agree with me with this..

2005-10-11T00:32:00.000-07:00

this is e personality test i do todae to me.. it seems quite true.. can try it if u want..

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2005-10-08T23:56:00.000-07:00

tink have been quite some days since i last posted.. have been busy with work.. as usual.. finally gotta off today.. cos i got dance i did enjoy my dance lesson todae.. can c tt ryan was in quite good mood.. haha..

after my dance i went out with dance frens to techno coffee shop to chill as usual.. and we were crapping all e way there.. and then i went out with joan and meiqi to shop.. i bought quite alot of things.. i bought a wallet.. bought a pair of levis jeans tt was on sales.. but it stil cost me 70 bucks.. then bought lotsa tidbit back home to chill.. i was asked to make konnyaku jelly for e dance chalet haha.. i'm trying to figure how to.. this kinda hands on things not easy wor.. but somehow succeeded haha.. bo bian.. too clever le..

e new jasmine in muji promised to make me some specially designed clothes.. cos she's studying apparel design and merchandising in nafa now.. and i tink she kinda pro lo.. so deicded to give it a try.. she ask to to tell her how i want thing to b.. then she do it for me.. how nice of her.. cant wait to c it man..haha

2005-10-01T19:17:00.000-07:00

oh man tis gonna b a god damn long post.. but it's all about my dance camp...

firstly wen we went dance camp in afternoon 1pm.. then we proceed to engin sch's high elements and low elements to play.. i got to play alot of things esp my fav flying fox.. so nice and thrust fall oso veri nice.. e seasaw oso veri nice.. my team mates all beri supportive.. veri on tt kind..veri good lo..e flying fox.. wen i got up.. i stunned there for a moment not daring to jump.. but i told myself jus jump nothing is gonna happen haha.. and i successfully did it..

later we watched dance movie too.. you got served and centre stage... after tt they celebrated my bdae with me.. but too bad they couldnt find choc cake so find me 2 pieces of cheesecakes.. and i was like diao... so i gave it to others la.. beta than sending it to e bin.. but i reali appreciated their effort.. but they made me do solo.. at first got toby do with me then i do a bit of shaking stil can make it.. after tt.. they ask dan to dance with me he b e pole and i do pole dance.. wth.. me?? no way lo.. and later we got our jam and hop.. which in other words is know as clubbing.. but no beer la.. haha..

then after tt we got to divide into grps of cos not choosen by us one.. then self choreo... wahaha.. my team kena e song called vibrate and e lyrics is something like tis" i like e way u move ur ass".. practically throughout e whole song it's this line la.. we ended up haveto do gals hip hop.. which was nice oso.. but got comments like it seem somehow like u got served.. and someone say our song is shaky.. oh well it has to be.. dun u agree.. we managed to put up a good show after practising for like e whole nite without sleeping.. so meaning from yesterdae ten am i woke up til now i haven catch any sleep yet and yes fantastic i can c my eye ring coming out.. damn obvious lo.. tomolo stil working full shift.. fantastical... anywae back to topic.. out team name today is called e shakers since we keep shaking.. and hor joan today give me a comment.. she say i improved alot.. if in e past i wont even b able to do e shake.. let alone dance so relaxingly..

2005-09-30T00:25:00.000-07:00

so many things happening ard me.. my tis week schedule gives me a feeling tt i m super woman.. but anywae.. it's a good experience.. mon tues and wed i working full shift.. thurs.. afternoon shift.. then at nite stay back til 12 to set up wagon.. and fri and sat i got dance camp.. sun i kena full shift again.. fantastic rite? haha but at east i pack our level 2 store le.. which is something like our internal ware house.. i feel tt it's much neater.. in evry single way.. wahaha...

i got a new colleague wif menow.. hu is oso my dance fren call rong xuan.. she's now in same dept as me now.. haha.. we'll have a happi time working tog... haha..

today got dance audition... to select ppl for e competition and performances.. i so stunned we i heard my name being called(for being selected).. i was wondering if my ears were playing ticks on me.. i stoned for a few moments b4 i stand up and went to join those hu were sitting at e other side(thosebeing selected too).. there's a total of 31 ppl got selected.. woohoo cool.. but i guess i'll b kicked out veri soon.. cos i know my standard? but stil i will try my best..

and yes thansk for all those hu wished me happi bdae... thanks a million.. ppl like guowei.. suhua ade.. rong xuan.. brandon ..joan.. weili ..jainrong(my daddi)..cecilia ..eileen ..amy.. ah hao.. jeffrey and last but not least my dearest dearest sis.. she bought me a card.. and thank me for for being there for her wen she needed me most.. and my tears actually dropped out upon reading tt.. she seldom say something so nice to me de wor.. i love her lots.. best sis on earth.. muackz to her.. haha

2005-09-23T23:58:00.000-07:00

something tt alot of readers of my blog would wanna know and tt is my results.. haha.. ok.. i pass all my results not veri well though as compared to those hu r veri good in studying.. but well i m contented with it.. reali.. here's my result list:
from e lowest to e highest...

dbsy = D
opsy = D+
oopg = C
dsag = C+
cds = C

hmm not bad le la hor.. muz contented.. rong xuan aka bao ya zhen.. my dance fren came to muji for interview today.. she will b starting work in muji on mon.. she has been allocated to e houseware dept.. wahaha.. it means tt i have a slight possibility to transfer out of tt dept wahaha.. i wash my hands off houseware.. dun noe yu i dun like tt dept and i'm wondering how jasmine manage to tahan it for so long.. today jasmine came down to muji... haha.. so happi to c her and zhimin once again.. got e kind of happiness in me.. reminded me of past muji..once again..

2005-09-20T23:42:00.000-07:00

how mani dyas more to xiaopeipei bdae? haha.. today someone wish me happi bdae le wor.. first person to wish me happi bdae.. thanks a miliion.. and he created tis kiddy poem for a kiddi me..

bdae cake is for ur bdae..
rose is a present from me...
kiss-->wat is a gift without a kiss...
bdae song.. a song to end ur bdae with it..

so touched.. by someone so toutful.. thanks samuel aka uncle phua...

today work is like so damn busy... but i find it veri meaningful.. at least i know tt i didnt waste one day's time.. haha..got to know more bout huiyin today.. we happen to b in e same shift.. so get to eat and work tog for whole day.. well.. she told me she dun like alot of ppl in muji.. hmm.. i wish to know nothing.. peacefully.. i want finish working there for two months..

my jiejie cried again todae i dun noe wat happen to her.. but i tink she;s reali veri unhappi for quite some time oreadi.. how? wat can i do to make her happi? i veri scare she'll sink into depression if this continues... she have been crying lately.. quietly.. and wen i spotted her.. then she'll tel me..

2005-09-18T12:58:00.000-07:00

another day has past.. i spend half my day at home sleeping.. evening dance went to watch a dance concert named surge... a nice one... mag's performing.. surge is by jitterbugs scholarship students.. ryan was there too.. once again.. i saw patrick... haha.. to me.. he look damn gay.. but heard tt he got a wife.. does guys nowsday like to tok in a gayish way but not gayish? i seriously have no idea...

2005-09-18T01:37:00.000-07:00

today is a sat.... a nice nice sat.. without anybody spoiling my day... but with ppl brightening up my day... morning was my dance lesson in school.. ad usual.. today ryan seems in good mood.. so yah.. we werent having a hard time.. and today he teaches 5 sets of 8s.. which is like wow... cos he seldom teach tt much... choreo today to some mayb nice.. to me onli some parts nice definitely not e whole choreo nice.. haha...

at nite we've got e suntec dance finals... damn nice.. but ryan team... wu'zz up didnt win.. y didnt they win.. to me.. they r like damn good lo.. dancing with lotsa technique... oops.. sound so like ryan... haha.. anywae.. i tink they r reali good.. e champion for e groups one is trans... they damn cheapo can... copy steps and choreo from e movie ' you got served'.. somemore get e best costume award.. oso trans can!!! with their fake adidas coat tt look so like traffic police.. tink they're cool.. no lo... NONO!!! first runner up is from nyp de.. call steezers... and second runner up is Nu X's... tt's it.. end of report.. with alot of personal criticisms.. wahaha

2005-09-15T16:18:00.000-07:00

back to original me.. back to where i m.. back to muji... hopefully.. diff ppl.. but same working experience... same working style.. and hopefully.. happi as used to b.. wen jasmine and zhimin stil ard... now stil got david.. haha... i hope to b in food dept.. e dept i like... but dunno can or not.. cos food dept kinda small dun reali need alot of ppl... if not household oso not bad... but hopefully not fashion.. no pls... tt dept used to b my nightmare and if i going to b in tt dept again.. it's my future nightmare too...

looking forward to coming weekend... cos i have all my programs arranged... firstly.. sat morning got dance lessons in school.. how long have i not been dancing.. for like 2 weeks... omg.. i miss dance so much... and mayb after e dance lesson i can pop by nor vaagen to grab some brownies.. wahaha... and afternoon joan suggested to go c randolf... but wel tt's not a confirm thingy yet and finally at nite... SUNTEC DANCE FINALS... wahaha... looking towards to watch 'wat's up' dance... full of technique..and sun..we going to watch surge... e dance concert by jitterbugs swingapore scholarship dancers.. woohooo...

2005-09-12T23:07:00.000-07:00

through with all e strugglings... exam is finally over.. can feel myself freeonce again.. breathing e frsh air... going out to enjoy... at e same time of cuz muz tryto earn some marni so here i m looking for jobs... hopefully can find one.. if not i'll have to go back to muji.. life w/o all my frens.. mayb left uncle matthiew and david... tt's all..

hopefully coming hols i can keeo myself occupied with everything... work play.. dance wateva.. jus amke my life busy.. cos i prefer to b busy.. at least i know i m living a meaningful life rather than slacking everyday...

2005-09-09T00:09:00.000-07:00

i have finsih 3/4 of my exam but it jus means something bad... during e hols u wil stil catch me in school... not for dance but for supp... haha... tough i praying i wont get it la... e papers i have take so far is like those veri moderate case.. so it's either telling me tt i pass or telling me tt i've failed... so which is it.. it's up to e teachers to decide... i'm having veri low confidence in passing now... pls tell me tt miracles do exist... one more paper to go... have to jiayou for it... which is next mon..

tomolo going out to slack with a fren.. a good buddy... a bro bro.. wen i need him he is there..t o cheer me up.. to bullshit to make me laugh... thru e study week we keep studying tog.. and e tings i know= tings he know... hopefully both of us can make it tog la.. he's reali jardworking wen it comes to exam.. and normally i tink he veri lazy.. but actually he understands almost everything wat is going on.. he taught me alot of stuffs lo.. unbelievable... he plays on e paino.. e melody seem so nice. haha.. not like his usual person...

2005-09-06T01:05:00.000-07:00

carelessness leads to accidents...
accidents cost lives...
live r imprtant....
but cant b saved...

the news had jus reported tt indonesia plane exploded... mani died... plane name =medan... thanks lei... so mani ppl lost their lives.. and e place they crashed into happen to b those residential kampong area.. and ppl there were affected too.. poor thing... haiz... wonder how they going to handle this man...

today i had my first paper... my dbsy paper... not as hard as i tout... but stupid mistakes leads to e lsoing of marks... for ddl stateents.. people write crate statements.. i oso write create statements.. but e diff lies tt ppl write create type.. i write create table.. i noe dun make sense.. i dun even noe wat i m doin.. but well.. forget it la.. ten marks gone lo.. it;s not i dunno how to do.. i dunno la.. it's jus my carelessness...

2005-09-04T12:01:00.000-07:00

todae gonna b another long blog... haha.. to make up for e past few days?

DANCE COMPETITION(SUNTEC DANCE)
let's start with e dance competition... e results is out!!! my dance captain team(raiders) didnt not get in.. amanda's team(p funky kids) did not get in either... onli ryan's team(wat's up).. he choreo e dance but he;s not in e dance.. maybelle and small carol was in e team.. they made it to e finals.. e host todae was so bad.. how can he announce e team name wrongly.. and make ppl so embarrass... the story starts here.. nra sent out 3 teams for suntec dance.. guy's team is call NR rain if i'm not wrong.. then last week one of e gals team call NRA lush.. performed and this week was e other gals team NRA bla bla(cant remember) haha...but e host announced e result for e finals.. he said it as nra 'bla bla' tt team.. and wen they oreadi got up e stage.. and stand there for like minutes.. then e host says .. i tink i announce e wrong team.. is nra lush not this team.. how embarrassing tt is rite.. and they had to walk down e stage.. haiyo..

SIS RELATIONSHIP
secondly.. my sis and her bf.. so mani probs.. now having cold war mani ppl wil b stunned by tis.. her bf find her too sticky.. comeon la.. wen u all c my sis in school.. as in those hu knows my sis.. how mani times she's wif her bf wen u c them.. like seldom rite? then guess wat he says.. he says my sis alwaes tel him where she's at wat's she doing.. i mean cos she knows u dun ask tt;s y she take initiative.. and he tink my sis is irritating.. reason.. he tink my sis is old enuff to take care of herself.. dun need him to worry for her.. f rite? then he says my sis cant expect him to give half his time to her and half his time for his things.. wat kinda logic.. and worse stil .. normally they wil call up and chat with each other once every few days.. and he says.. sometimes they got nothign to say to each other then start crapping.. then he ask my sis.. to call him onli wen she have something to say if not dun need to call.. tt's like going overboard lo.. if he happens to b reading this now.. i tell u straight.. i'm warning u k.. dun take my sis for granted.. if not.. dun let me c u in school.. i'll slap ur face left right centre up and down.. dun dare me ok!!!

OMARION!!!
drop tt and tok bout something happi.. i was discussing with roy bout dance competition on our way home.. and i was telling him i watched e movie u got served and it;s like damn nice.. e guy with his hair plaited is like dancing damn nice.. compared toe other male lead he's mcuh more nicer.. though e other oso kinda pro.. then i ask him wat's tt guyreal name.. guess wat he told me OMARION... then i stunned for a minute and ask him.. izzit e same omarion tt sang e song drop tt heater? and he said yes... HE IS!!! anywae for ur info.. dro tt heater was e song we used for hip hop hustle 1... omg!!! i suddenly idolize him so much.. and i'm like watching movie again and again.. for dunno how amni times le la.. i borrowed from joan.. haha..

2005-09-01T11:29:00.000-07:00

i received an email from opsy teacher.. i got a shocked out of my life... the subject states... confidential.. i stared at e screen blankly b4 i could react again... i swallowed hard b4 i open the email.. inside it.. the opsy lab instructor states... this mail is not send to everybody so pls do not alert others by discussing tis email.. i swallowed hard again.. not send to everybody.. meaning i got debarred? reading on.. i realised it wasnt e debarment letter.. it wrote... jus to let u know tt u have pass ur opsy ca.. so do not give up for exam.. diao.. thanks lei.. scare me like tt.. stil put e heading as confidential.. but i oso quite nice la.. i replied him saying thanks and wish him happi teacher's day haha.. i know a bit diao lo..

yesterdae i went back to my sec sch.. i suddenly miss it so much.. so much things have changed.. e netball court tt i used to b playing on.. has now also become a soccer court.. as in they share e same area la..e school canteen also changed le.. during my time.. where got a piano existing in e canteen.. haiyo.. then i saw jaffe art piece once again... beside e school hall.. memories came back again... not memories of jaffe... haha.. but memories of arts... i saw mr wong.. he wanted to take photos for us.. and yah we took e photo.. haha.. and then i saw mrs mohan too.. wen our whole grp of gals saw her.. we r like all so sad.. her hair has turned so white.. last year wen we went backt o c her.. her hair was stil all black.. how did it became liddat? i saw my netball juniors.. veri happi to c them.. esp syazana and yeng ling.. cos i've not seen them for veri long time.. i oso saw others like tina soh hwee sher hua.. i miss them too.. but we r like having some distance.. not like used to b where we were stil tog as a team.. playing so hard tog.. now.. we r onli meant to b hi-bye frens.. some muz b tinking y i didnt mention nadia name wen i mention syaz... cos nad is in tp now.. i got to c her quite often.. cos she is in e hip hop beginners class too.. haha.. i miss sec sch.. i hate poly life.. i wanna b innocent and ignorant once again.. can i?

2005-08-30T12:56:00.000-07:00

"i'm leaving singapre... not coming back"... wen i saw this msg on my phone early in e morning... tears almost dropped out... someone hu is close to me.. and yet seem so faraway... now he's leaving for myanmar and then to japan to settle down.. a teenage like him hard to find.. so independent.. leaving alone... with his family members in singapore...but he's not coming back.. wil we get to meet again? i dun tink so not even on streets... wen he reach japan.. he may not even remember hu i m... not even remember tt once he had tis fren..we promised to keep in close contact and definitely i do hope we can... we have to.. cos i treasure tis bond of us..

exam is reali round e corner.. it's next week.. but there's so mani thngs on my mind.. i cant concentrate... i jus cant.. yesterdae i had a nice time toking to charlene.. we tok for like few hours on msn.. but both of us replied fast.. nice chat with.. her.. she was telling me bout her story.. between she and vinz... e ex-1970 cum NRA guy.. i wil and i muz concentrate..

2005-08-27T23:17:00.000-07:00

dance is a conversation... tok to me.... tis is from our dance t-shirt.. well i haven wear it b4.. haha.. somedae i wil jus wanna wear it and dance.. mr ryan.. someone with great skills.. has alwaes been telling us.. we muz follow e beat...todae i muz say i tink e choreo we learn is quite nice.. however... e music beat is a bit too fast.. he was telling us it;s not tt e music is fast is tt we r slow.. haha.. and this reali makes me wanna learn it til i can get e beat.. dun phunk with my heart.. tt's e song man...

suntec dance competition.. comparing last week and this week.. this week is definitely much more beta.. u know y? last week there onli 8 teams in total and this week they have got like 25.. c e great difference? true tt last week got good teams like NR rain and UVLA.. i stil tink NR rain beta la.. but anywae this week got a lot of grps one plus e individuals contestants stil can make it unlike last week.. haha.. no technique at all.. todae NRA was doin a good job.. in addition to tt i tink e jessica team oso kinda nice... and there's tis team with one of e gals wearing white beginni to dance tinking tt she's hot.. my foot la.. haha... then there's tis monsterish guy... wen i use e word monster on him... eugene was laughing la.. but yah he look ugly.. imagine a guy with sharp chin.. and so skinni.. thinni legs.. wearing black stocking.. short hot pants.. tight fit sleeveless.. wahaha... tt's like so er xin can!!!!somemore dancing like gay... and e cute guy didnt perform today i saw him there and i tout he was going to join smash e crepez and b.a.d remix tt grp but no lei... haiyo.. although he's a gay la.. but u c wen he dance ..he's expression is damn cute lo.. wahaha.. this shows tt i'm not racist.. cos cute guy is a malay.. heez...

2005-08-26T22:34:00.000-07:00

jus as my msn nick states... i'm a dummy hu do dumb tings.. well.. i'm jus going to b dumb jus tis once... at first i was so angry with the gal... but after all e explanation e guy give.. i came to a conclusion tt it has nothing gotta do with e gal.. but more or less i m stil angry.. cos i'm being cheated.. and i seriously tink tt i have every single right to b angry... u guys there can say tt i m stubborn..i m demanding.. i m unreasonable... i seriously dun give it a damn... i m hu i m.. accept me orget off my back...

though i know it's not e gal fault.. but i seriously dun tink in future i wont wanna have anything to do with them.. mayb hi-bye frens stil okie.. anywae i dun reali know e gal oso..i'm jus e kind..once offended.. tt's it.. get bitten once.. it's enuff.. it teaches me not to b dumb for second time.. i dun wanna b dummi for my whole life... i wanna thank yongliang aka turtle.. for being there to lend me a listening ear.. comforting me.. a reali nice nice bro.. i reali appreciate his care... hey bro.. if u happen to b reading tis.. thanks yea... haha.. but i'm fine now.. stil alive and kicking.. gonna put e past behind and let's study hard for exam.. we wil jiayou tog...

2005-08-26T14:14:00.000-07:00

started on the 21st of september 2005... ended on the 25 September 2005... it shall alwaes remind as a past... an experience.. a memory... nvr to b recalled again... oh well.. we can stil b frens...

yesterdae we had a dance workshop in school... and they showed wat is different kinda dance.. mag asked me whichi one i tink is the nicest and i told her rock jazz.. then she told me.. she oso tink tt rock jazz is the nicest.. coming sat there wil b suntec dance.. uncle toby.. fidah and diane.. wil b performing wor.. haha.. i heard tt diane oso went to participate in the solo category..

another team tt is performing is carol.. lorrene...christopher and amanda.. i wanna c amanda dance.. haha...

2005-08-24T20:04:00.000-07:00

towards the end of the semester.. we encounter things like 'clearing leave'... this is a term self created by us.. the students.. wat does it means.. it simply means skipping lessons.. but we put it in a nicer term.. calling it clear leave.. to get debar.. we need to skip 2 tutorials and 2 labs.. the last week of the semester which is this week.. wil b a week where everyone is clearing leave.. haha... for me.. i got my first warning letter.. the first warning tt i ever got since i enter TP... bcos i skipped opsy tut twice le.. XINHUI... MY FIRST WARNING LETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-23T02:34:00.000-07:00

the dark sky.. the silent night ... e soft whispers of insect has acc me thru the night... it is now 2.30 am and wat m i stil doing here.. how i wish i was in bed.. but i seriously do have alot of things to finish up and so here i m trying hard to get everything done.. i have to hand in my freehand drawing things tomolo.. have to rush..

i miss my bed.. my pillow.. my blanket.. i miss my piggy days.. i miss my childhod days too.. cos it's alays so free... unlike now.................................

2005-08-22T02:41:00.000-07:00

a meaningful thing

"Some people think that getting pais to help others is a great luxury. The role of keeping offenders in custody is merely a part of what we do. We are committed to offerring offenders the opportunity to rehabiliate, while helping them to learn the skilld necessary for their re-integraity.If u are interested in a luxury job, join the prison.."

i got this from some postcard and found it kinda meaningful.. haha..
exam is coming.. urging all my frens to buck up wor..
yesterdae the hip hop dance competition... wahaha.. NR Rain from NRA.. their dance superb.. and thanks lo.. e 3 sisters.. in solo category.. their danceis like.. nothing to say.. and best ting is their dance is taught by their father.. omg!!!

2005-08-19T09:33:00.000-07:00

what we may think as the best of the best may not reali be the best of the best... different people share different views... or r they biased? i do not know... but somehow or rather i m kinda disappointed with e super star results yesterdae.. although i didnt manage to watch the guy's one i feel that junyang is beta.. and i have watch the gal's one and shi xinhui is definitely much more beta.. i admire the confidence in her.. the natural her...

a day of low spirit.. having two assignments to hand in and one lab test in e evening.. usual lab onli 7 to 8 questions to solve.. this time it's gonna b tough with like 13 question.. i doubt i can even finishes half of it..

to ppl hu have help in my assignment... many thanks to them.. without them i wouldnt b sitting here to type my blog entry.. me would b sitting in one corner crying figuring out how to do... esp.. thanks to jimmy leonard and victor...

2005-08-17T09:01:00.000-07:00

i feel betryal.. i feel sad.. i feel tired of wat is happenning ard me..
lonely... i m so lonely.. i have nobody.. i'm on my own..

haha... yesterdae AGM jus ended.. quite a happi ending.. a nice event too.. though we didnt have much fun there.. wen i reach home it's oreadi like 11 plus.. haiyo.. so damn late..

2005-08-10T09:58:00.000-07:00

haiz.. let's start from yesterdae.. i was involved in e ndp celebration.. and tt makes me realise how sucky ndp can b... i seriously dun understand how they work.. u c.. it's such a big event.. and i expected it to b veri well organized.. but this doesnt seem to b the case.. they cant do anything correctly.. they referrring to e organizer.. those hu have chat with me on msn last nite... tt's it man.. i comlain nobody biz.. and yah.. thanks to ndp again.. i'm having sunburnt now.. try sitting directly under e sun from 12 to 8 plus 9.. i tel u u can reali get veri pissed by it lo.. like me.. so fat up!!!

today early in e morning is my dbsy lab.. we getting back our dbsy lab test result.. and as expected i failed.. i didnt reali feel anything since i expected myself to fail.. i would say tt i need vic's help in my exam revision again.. hopefully e great effort tt i m going to put in wil make me pass.. i jus ask for a pass.. i hope i can get it la.. wen i saw a F written on e paper.. the teacher was like giving me e stunning face wat for.. she shld know by now tt i m a dumb kid lo.. wat to do.. i jus dun like IT..

actually today is a wed and it meant to b a dance day.. but we all(as in those hu alwaes go wu tog).. all rushing assignment.. busy with this and tt... and it was decided tt we all(jeesi joan eva and me) all dun go.. haa.. great lo.. muz rush on assignment first.. anywae i kinda forget last week's dance steps le.. though i keep trying to recap.. haa...

toking bout dance steps.. i tink e ndp dance steps kinda easy and nice.. tampines side de.. e dancers r taught by our dance senior fidah.. hu happen to b one of the dancer in the mtv.. she's e one standing behing rui en.. haa.. the dance steps reali veri easy to catch.. haa.. suitable for dummies like me.. hee..

2005-08-05T17:17:00.000-07:00

reali damn bored.. sick and tired of rushing assignments.. somemore tis time round is dbsy.. database system.. a subject i reali dun understand e coding and thanks lei.. i doing one lo.. got so mani codings.. functions and procedures.. i seriously hope tt next sem onwards no more database.. i would rather do programming than database.. at least it makes some sense..

yesterdae.. during cmsk lesson.. e teacher say i look as if i'm from alaska.. bcos of my jacket... then later stil say i'm skinny.. like bamboo stick.. wth!!! in front of e whole class can.. make me so embarrassed... she say it's bcos i'm skinny tt's y i feel cold.. come on la.. e whole class feels cold lo.. it's e air con prob not my prob lo..i'm so pissed by e phrase of bamboo stick use on me.. haha.. she haven c jas kee lo.. if not she wil say she look like satay stick.. wahaha..

2005-07-31T22:56:00.000-07:00

todae.. i spent almost my whole day with amy.. long time since we went out together liddat le.. we went to marina square.. but a bit sian.. nothing reali much there... jus some normal shops i guess.. then went to bugis.. and this is where e worst part came in..

she say her legs r painful.. then she sat down on a bench then i sat with her.. and then came this guy hu ask for my phone num.. at first i say no.. after soem pestering i was like ok la.. anything lo.. but then we so suay u know.. we bump into tt grp of guys like at least 5 times after we stand up from our seats and start to walk.. ok then they approach us.. and say mayb can shop together .. ok then we shop then like we wanna go off le. they keep finding excuses to make us stays.. wth.. finally we get to go off.. finally lo.. anywae amy tinks tt guy looks so like zac.. as in they dress sense.. e way they style all tt.. but to me.. i somehow oso tink so lo..

2005-07-28T11:23:00.000-07:00

since e misunderstaning between me and xhui todae... i have been tinking alot.. so wat's e real defination of true frens? e most common ans that u can get is true frens wil b there for u wil u need them.. tt's seems to be so bull shit now.. know y? it jus means tt wen u dun need them they r not suppose to b by ur side.. haha.. nvm i oso not veri sure wat i toking...

todae e joke at mensa.. xhui scold turtle no brain.. turtle replied her," u can say i stupid but dun say i got no brain." haa.. so wat's e diff here? turtle is foreva crapping.. and i guess xhui enjoys her thurs break with him.. cos she gets to laugh til she drop dead.. haha.. and e sterilise incident... i nearly laugh til i drop off my chair.. cos turtle cannot use his prata sppon to drink e bak ku teh.. so he use my spoon.. but he dun want my saliva.. then he stir in e bak ku teh soup for veri long.. to sterilize it.. according to him.. wth..

tomolo is opsy interview le.. shit la.. a bit tense up.. i hate these kinda interview de lo.. so waste time.. wat for... and dbsy project... i veri scare my grp de do wrongly... so i keep comapring mine with my frens de.. but all diff de.. yala.. each grp suppsoe to b diff.. but too much diff le.. can.. next week damn stress so mani thing to hand up.. i gotta jia you le la..

2005-07-27T23:38:00.000-07:00

todae is another dance dae... hey hey i'm not dancing my way to supp wor.. not like wat chu xian is telling me.. although i fail my opsy.. but i guess i can stil catch up cos i fail not veri badly... i fail by one mark.. i wasnt affected it at all wen i got e result.. mayb bcos i know tt tt's gonan happen to me.. cannnotimagine i flung all e calculations.. i said b4 le.. i reali forgot how to do.. so wel. surprise i get stil get 19...

todae i went for nor dd class again... haha.. it;s fun as usual... next week ryan coming back le.. no longer have e chance to go dd class again... but seriously i like her steps.. esp todae's one... i wil say almost all e steps i tink it's nice except e one twisting and turning here and there de.. hee... in future if i'm hardworking enuff to wake up at 8 in e morning on sun and travel all e way to raffles place.. i may go dd class again... shit... i tout i like ryan style most? suddenly tis gal came into my dance life.. haiyo.. but they diff style la... ryan is old school hip hop stil my fav... i guess la...( i dunno which style i like now le)... dd style more to gals hip hop... tt's wat i heard from joan.. but then she dun have all those shaking moves like usual gals hip hop which is good la... next week on alot of assignments coming up again.. as usual... but tis sem veri busy lo... but dance juz stil continue haha...

js lost her thumb drive again... tomolo morning i going to get it back from her since my house is e nearest to school... haha... second time le wor.. bao bei b more careful in future... soemthing happen to her todae.. i shall not say but come to tink of it.. quite funni lo... oops.. sorri it's damn funni...

2005-07-26T23:22:00.000-07:00

sometimes i oso dun wish to quarrel.. many a times... i have choose not to speak up.. even if it;s jus a small conversation... i wish to prevent quarrels with xhui too... i know clearly both of us r hot headed chiili... but.. somethings r unpreventable.. i guess when projects r concerned esp... tensions arises.. in a grp.. everyone muz cooperate to get things done.. it cant survive with onli a person or two... tt wil b call individual work or pair work not grp work.. i do hope tt after tis project no quarrel arises within e grp le.. and to ppl hu it does not concern.. pls.. stay away if u can... it does u no good at all.. it onli make tings worst... hey gals.. we'll make peace ok.. i do treasure tis frenship.. we grew up in poly life together... make our lives happier k... peace rulez...

i have got back 3 of my papers le.. left opsy onli.. which i m quite confident of failing cos i dun even know how to do all e calculations.. thanks lei... i know i reali stupid.. but wat can i do... can do nothing but to regrets and pray lo...haha... results of my 3 subjects. dbsy 36.5/60.. dsag 28.5/50... oopg...26/50... yaw la i know not veri good but at least i pass ma.. i'm veri contented le.. haha... at least i know dance is not affecting my studies... gals u all jiayou also ba.. remember to update me of ur latest results... thanks hor....

2005-07-24T23:48:00.000-07:00

todae is a damn bad day for me cos i seriously veri pissed.. seriously veri veri pissed... cos of opsy project...from afternoon i started doing.. then after that don came online i ask him wat have he done so far.. he said nothing and went off le.. WTH!!!! trying to test my patience lo.. then actually xhui didnt do anything but she manage to help to finish up the kernel part... her part was quite similar to webby one.. then i ask her... whether she got edit or not.. she say yes.. ok.. fine.. i take her words.. i choose to believe can...

then she went offline.. i jus wanted to ask hu's our teacher... i sms her she dun reply.. call her she shut her phone.. then i called her house phone and she ask her bro to tell me she's dead.. come on la.. i wont call tt dumb lo.. tt's stupid to me lo... let me believe u r dead.. so dun come to school in future la.. tt dae i called her house wen i couldnt reach her on phone too.. then her mum told me she's out.. wen she told me she's sick.. and wat.. m i suppose to believe her? i'm damn pissed.. and tt don do nothing.. he did nothing at all can.. he go school for 3 hours on sat morning doing nothing... he did nothing... and by 12 i have to leave for my dance lesson and once i leave he oso leave.. wth... most of e things now is onli me and ah chai doin can... ppl alwaes like to ask do u tink it's fair.. now i ask back u all la.. fair to me and chaili.. u ppl can jus push everything away with all sorts of excuses... and happily assuming tt someone wil finish up e job.. come on lo.. dun assume.. assume make an ass out of u and me. can!!!!

2005-07-23T22:59:00.000-07:00

another day passed. though it had been a busy day.. but it's quite a fun and meaningful day too... in e morning i went to school to 'pia' opsy project with chaili aka chai tou.. haha we reali spent a few hours compiling everything but stil unable to finish.. i had no choice cos i have to go off to wu for dance lessons le.. so yah.. have to continue at nite.. discuss on msn lo... todae i went for carol c lesson.. haha.. i saw maybelle there... maybelle say she tinks my dance have improved... in terms of groove but i tink there's stil alot more to go? haha...

after our dance.. guess wat i found out? uncle toby.. standing outside e dance studio waiting for us to go and watch remix finals... remix finals was a bit disappointing not as good as i tout it shld b... i guess if toby they all participate they will surely win de lo.. as compared to other teams i saw todae... e grp all in whites de.. forget their team name.. form by fusion funk and little white riding hood de... i tink i like their dance alot..oh yah.. code amber is their team name..but they damn suay can.. first time.. they dance half way suddenly short circuit.. e second time they went on stage, about to start le lo.. then short circuit again! haha... but they stil manage to finish their piece e third time round.. it's another nice experience i would say.. i tink smash de crepez did well todae...much beta than e first time i saw them dancing... which is at mark acko..

the judges todae.. there's 2 from studio wu... from e studio i learning.. one is bibiana... who i have yet to attend her lesson b4.. another one is nor dd.. it ink she dance damn good lo... salute to her..the results of e competition.. best costume awards = style from beyond, best dancer= nu X,
third runner up = nu X, second runner up = code amber... first is....... D-A-S-H...

next sat dance starts le.. then mayb i wont get to go studio wu for lessons on sat le.. cos time wil clash.. unable to rush down on time.. haiz.. then mayb i'll have to go wed de or sun de le lo..

2005-07-22T14:24:00.000-07:00

arrrrrgh... i so damn hungry lo.. since morning till now i haven ate a single thing... like i say if want me to eat alone i would rather choose to starve to death... morning i came to school at 8 although my lesson starts at 12.. cos i wanna round up my dsag project and yes i managed to, again with e help of victor...

then went for my lesson.. at 3 ah kee suppose to have her break with me de.. but she decided not to come and muz wait till i sms her to ask her then she say..wat the hell.. so me going hungry again lo... but later stil muz go one stop service to pay for my dance and pay for jessica also.. cos she haven found a job somemore wallet got stolen.. so pathetic lo.. then she no money to pay.. so i pay for her first lo.. she say she'll pay me back at e end of e month.. haha... good lo..

2005-07-21T14:47:00.000-07:00

once again, i'm going to say tt long time since i last updated my blog le..

recently my mood reali very very very very super bad lo... thanks to all our assignments and projects... i miss e free time... my dsag assignment... at first i do until i finish button 6 le then e best thing tt can eva happen is tt it cannot compile.. due to the Visualize method.. but tt has nothing to do with me mah... cos it's downloaded from ole.. and realise tt's bcos of the node.cs thingy... i forgot to edit e coding.. at the point of time i reali tout i couldnt finish... someone came to help.. and it's e usual hu has alwaes been helping me, and tt is victor... he's e one alwaes helping with my assignments... reali thank him alot lo... tt's y.. it's good to have a childhood fren...haha... he helped me with the button7 and button 8 coding... but he alwaes has his way.. he will force me to understand the logic before helping me with e coding and once in a while he will just stop and bomb me questions like.. " so now, wat should ur code b?".. haha... then i'll start guessing but of coz... muz make clever guesses... haha... in e end sometimes i do get it la.. but soemtimes no.. haha then he will go explaining again... but at least i alwaes get to learn alot of things from him...

due to his help i have now finish my assignment le.. left with e program design and comments and a short report.. wahahaha... somewhat unbelievable but yes i finish oreadi... bcos of his help i manage to get my coding out and tt's y i get to go for my dance lesson yesterdae... but yesterdae actually suppose to b ryan... but ryan went L.A le..to attend some courses.. haha then got a instructor call nor deedee to take over.. she damn pro lo.. but stil not e style i like... i stil prefer ryan style.. so can i expect him to teach something new at wu next wed and next sat in school? haha... i like his old school style.. i jus like e old school style.. yesterdae tt insructor is more to mtv style de lo... haha... no lock no twirl.. no point... no pop.. alot of wave...

i wanna jiayou now to round up e whole thing.. and then start on opsy.. before xhui scold me.. before we cant even finish.. before we cant even get to hand up coming mon...

2005-07-12T23:15:00.000-07:00

MY PERFORMANCE

haha i guess our performance went quite well todae seriously.. and i've got a lecturer.. i dunno her anyway.. she came over to tell me tt she tinks tt our dance was veri inspiring.. wao!!! haha... she ask for our instrcutor number then i was like wat the hell.. y shld u b looking for him.. he's not even e choreographer for this dance... she shld b looking for president toby can.. dumb woman..anywae...i did enjoy e whole thing.. first time during my performance i not nervous at all.. my feeling was like jus whack la.. hu care...

then after tt.. we went to have refreshments together with e grads.. haha i guess onli e cheese cake managed to tempt ppl.. it finished so fast lo.. and my dance frens were like walking ard to c if there's any more left haha.. so funni lo.. but well at least i'm not tempted cos i dun eat cheese.. e orange juice taste great.. haha.. and e spring rolls not bad..

two more rounds to go.. thurs and fri...

2005-07-11T18:09:00.000-07:00

ALL ABOUT DANCE

haiz... todae gotta wake up so early somemore... i walk from my house to tcc can one end to e other lo.. great rite? and i got e info tt.. toby said wrongly.. it's not meet at tcc it's at club room.. fantastical... so we walked from tcc to club room... best and after tt walk back to tcc again.. and then to audi for another rehearsal.. then i found out tt i lost my phone and had to went round seraching for it.. so i went from auditorium to club room and then to tcc.. haha.. no kidding... and it's like damn far from one plae to another can... great rite?

luckily meiqi was there with me.. she's so kind.. alwaes there wen i need help.. haha.. anywae i tink e whole rehearsal went quite well.. haha.. i didnt miss any steps.. so nan de.. but first time rehearsing.. one of e directors say tt i'm so concentrated on my dance steps.. i forgot to smile.. so second time at tcc.. i smiled all e way.. then my steps.. i was like dun care la.. jus whack haha.. my typical style..haha.. and another time in e afternoon at audi.. i oso did smile but i tink we r reali having alot of trouble with e song hollaback gals with alot of shit words inside..e director was so stunned and so pissed by it.. at least twenty to thirty times of shit words or more than tt..haha okie for our case total of 30 shit word.. i counted le.. haha... and yes.. one of e gals in charge of e performance ask me to teach michelle how to smile and i was like e... hu dunno how to smile.. but i tout she was jus concentrating too much cos sometimes she scare she forget steps... tt's y i was telling her..dun care wen on stage..jus whack.. wrong nvm.. smile can cover ur mistakes.. haha tt's true.. i used to keep looking at others..scare i'll forget steps or wat but actually all e thing r screwed inside le.. wont forget de.. so yah jus whack!!! and yah lastly... one meaningful line... from e female director(dunno her name)... have dancers attitude SMILE!!!

2005-07-10T01:10:00.000-07:00

DANCE PRAC

tomolo is sun!!!! and it's e first time i heard tt sun stil needa go back to school de lo.. haha... tt sounds so funni rite.. and know y? cos of Dance... yah dance again.. cos mon is e full dress rehearsal oreadi and e director wil b there to watch..cos heard from toby they have high expectation for hip hop.. WTH!! we r like cannot make it lo..i seriously tink we need alot of prac.. our style of dancing is like so diff from one another and it makes e dance looks so funni... cos some dance in energetic style.. so sexy style.. some funk style.. all diff de lo.. not synchronize at all lo.. not at all lo...

PERFORMANCE
i'm stil tinking hard wat to wear for e performance can.. cos they decided on white track pants... those baggy ones la.. and yellow top .. and best thing is i dun have bright yellow top.. then how.. let me die lo.. e onli one i can remember is e gio one.. it's a t-shirt but during e cca recruitment.. but we cut it and spray e word TP dancer on it.. and they suggested tt i wear tt andi was like okie.. since i dun have much of a choice... haha... but with tt word Tp dancer there is like kinda so show off can...i dun like lo.. and my hair wat m i suppose to do with it wen my hair length is like not long not short and so mani layers there.. and i tout of a way but not confirm will use la.. i'll get a yellow 'scarf' and tie it.. like energy de ah di.. haha...

ENERGY CONCERT
ah yah i got e idea wen i went to energy concert todae.. haha.. saw one of e gals dancer doing tt and i was like hey man good idea..e energy concert i got e tic like so last minute.. i got a call in e afternoon halfway thru dance and ask me whether i wanna go and i was like okie lo.. but i got so pissed cos of alot of thing i dun wish to mention.. i will complain to xh wen i c her on thurs.. cos onli she wil understand my situation.. haiz.. and i tink i'm freaking mean can cos instead of looking at energy.. i and meiqi was like keep looking at e dancers.. how they dance learn their steps and etc.. and we were discussing how we can do like them.. how we shld improve and discussing their energy levels and all.. haha... we r mean!!!we alwaes go to watch thing for a diff purpose one lo..

2005-07-08T08:42:00.000-07:00

oh well tis is to update yesterdae de blog.. haha.. yesterdae too tired from dance..

yesterdae we dance from like 11... to 5 plus 6.. but i guess most of e time we were crapping around not dancing can.. and i didnt reali know whether i was doin full out.. mayb cos i too tired someof e times i didnt even knowwat i'm doin.. WTH! i jus got e info tt our performance will b on next tues thurs and fri.. mon is e rehearsal... so yesterdae after dance we went out to buy our costumes.. had such a hard time getting for everybody lo... freak!

but next thurs i told my captain tt it wil clash with e course tt i have signed up.. then he say actuallyi dun even need to sign up for e course in e first place cos GEM concert we wil have e cert oreadi and then if i have SEAL points i dun even need a cert.. now then i noe.. but too late le.. i was thinking mayb i can give e course a miss and bid my ten bucks goodbye and go for e performance then mayb after tt i can stil meet up with them.. cos actually we were planning to go to amy's company to eat.. haha..balancing dance and frens... haha.. tt's crap lo..

i'm kinda worried bout my assignments projects and all oreadi lo.. but like almost everydae next week got dance and how m i going to do and get started... so dumb... how how how?

and tis time e choreo for our performance like almost cannot make it can.. e last part of e choreo cannot make it lo.. it's jus so ugly.. it's UGLY!!!! where got ppl putting street jazz into hip hop dance de.. so dumb... for those hu did e cca recruitment drive they wil know wat i'm toking bout.. cos we using some of e steps from there.. freak! it's so ugly.. later during dance we r seriously going to voice out to toby lo.. we jus dun like e choreo can.. it's so weird wen e first part of e dance is so hip hop and suddenly change to street jazz kind.. so freaking weird can.. i reali hope we wont get to do e steps again lo.. it's not like we dun have anymore steps to use.. FREAK! haha..and imagine street jazz with e song hollaback gals.. ok well.. we did use it with e street jazz(which was also meant to b hip hop) during cca recruitment drive.. but it's jus so wrong.. at least cca recruitment de hollaback is e remix version got e rap not tt bad.. but tis one......... but i was e one voting for e original hollaback cos i dun like remix and dun like using back same song so meaningless...

2005-07-07T15:46:00.000-07:00

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....

can u c me laughing??? haha... tis is e kinda mood i got now.. finally e term test is over.. it's alwaes e tests or exams tt makes students stress.. tt makes them fear.. oh well.. anywae todae was my last paper... but i guess i didnt did well for it... i dunno how to do almost all e questions can..not even e MCQs.. let alone e section B part... i guess e onli ques i know how to do is e one they ask about 3 managers... which is like so easy.. so 6 marks there and i guess tt's it.. i dun even tink i can get a double digit grade lo.. haiz.. i should b crying at home now.. but i'm reali worried. seriously.. if i say not not worried bout my tis term test result.. it's all lies... y? cos i tink i reali dunno how to do all e papers.. esp todae one.. OPSY.. so wat have i been studying yesterdae.. and todae b4 i go in i ask xh to teach my e calculations.. then in e end.. i went in and i blanked out.. i can remember a single.. so wat's e point of asking... seriously i;m quite pissed with myself.. wat is wrong with me.. i jus cant concentrate well todae..

but anywae it;s all over... like chen jie say.. i shld enjoy now.. haha... looking for to each and every dance prac.. new things learned and new skills learned.. muahaha... now training hard for grad performance le lo.. i wanna work reali reali hard.. cannot buang like e cca recruitment performance again... i muz do well...haha.. but guess wat... actually dance decided to start on sat and now i jus got a sms from toby telling me tt dance resume tomolo.. those involve in grad de.. muz go for prac at 11 tomolo at dance studio..actually i meeting amy at 11 to go swimming de.. i wanan go swimming wen was e last time i ever got to go swimming? esp with amy so long ago can.. i miss her.. i miss going swimming with her.. but y.. m i too into dance tt i reali neglect my frens so much? oops.. i tink i'll get alot of msg at e tagboard saying yes de lo..

oh well.. to b continued.......

2005-07-05T14:29:00.000-07:00

tomolo is finally our last paper le... but stil kinda stress over it.. cos it's all memorising.. i scare not enuff time to memorise.. and so wat m i doin here now.. cos too sian.. jus got home and don feel like studying at all..

todae's paper sure flung le lo.. i didnt say i'll faill. i say i'll flung.. haha.. xh super sensitive to e word fail.. ah yah...i tink e i onli confident of doin e last question can... e pathetic 5 marks where can it lead me too... mayb i'll jus get 5 out of e 50 marks.. haha... heng ar.. i didnt c nicoco todae.. if not i'll sure go and slap his face de... i reali hate him can.. stupid teacher.. wen wil his contract end with tp.. ask him dun b 'hai qun zhi ma'... he's famously known as e sex teacher.. haha... xh wil know y.. cos she same class with me...

after term test... wat wil i b busy with again... projects? assignments? seriously i tink we have to start on e apel write up.. and our dsag assignment... submitting it at end july... and oh yah.. anyone have any idea how to start DSAG assignment? can pls give me some guidelines... struggling every semt o get a pass is not easy wor.. haha.. alot of risk involve... someone pls remind me again ttwe have to attend a course next thurs... in case i forget... haha.. i tend to..

oh well.. tt's it... going off to play games b4 studying... enjoy life to e fullest...

2005-07-02T23:00:00.000-07:00

wah lao.. todae sat le.. i haben reali got to study... cos i went for dance in e morning and spent all my time dere.. if any of my frens gonna c tis.. they wil b telling me.. can u jus stop dancing and start studying? haha.. wel.. u know.. it's interest... out of e dunno how mani ppl came todae... onli 8 of us get to perform for graduation performance.. well.. and we beta do wel.. cos i heard e school have high hopes for our performance.. somehow i'm stressed too.. cos mayb cos i standing quite front.. dun dare to make mistakes..

then in e afternoon we went to celebrate diane's bdae... and actually we took 23 from my house.. to go to jalan besar there to change 857... usual route wat.. then we were stuck ina jam for like mayb 20 minutes... then someone came up e bus and ask us all to get off cos he says e bus doesnt reach suntec.. cos of e NDP thing.. they closed e whole road le..pissed lo... so r they going to return me my bus fare? and make me wait for so long and somemore we oreadi late thanks to e jam...NDP big F*** lo... wa lao.. in e end we ended u taking cab to suntec... which is lame rite.. wen we r oreadi at e singapore museum there...

then we tout we late le.. but we ended up to b e earliest can.. actually meeting at 3.. but like mani reach late.. so wen everyone is here it's like 4 plus le.. win liao.. how can one b late for so long lei.. salute them lo..haiz..

2005-06-30T17:23:00.000-07:00

haha.. yesterdae i keep saying tt i want to online but in e end i stil fell asleep and i slept quite early lo.. around 11... but stil got someone say i look like panda todae.. say i got black eye ring(hei yan quan).. haha...

anywae yesterdae i went to Tan Tock Seng hospital... it's e first time i went to tt hospital lo.. haha... cos my cousin was admitted into tt hospital... my cousin is a malaysian and tt dae he went back to JB ma.. then after his dinner quite late le la.. he walked at a small lane andguess wat he was robbed there can... WTH! and e best thing is e robber jus use e hammer to slash his head lo... it's so serious lo... e scar is like so so long... haiz... poor thing... and is 3 against one lo... i tink they planned it beforehand le lo.. cos stil got one person on e car waiting to ride them off.. win liao.. best lo.. haha... anywae now he's beta le.. he's operation suppose to b in malaysia... but u know how much is e charges... thirty thousand can... so ex lo.. if he comes to singapore it;s like so much cheaper cos he can use his medisave and all to pay for it lo..

todae i tout i finally dun hab to go engin but in e end i stil went.. at first went mensa de lo.. haha.. and saw e mensa guys there(shirong they all).. they r being referred to e mensa guys by turtle.. later xh insisted going to engin to c her kunda.. fine lo.. liddat.. haha.. and she ask me go engin eat again tomolo...

haiz.. i jus got e news tt sat got dance.. well well.. let me die ba... i haven even started studying for term test lo... haiz.. muz buck up le...

tt's it man!

2005-06-28T18:21:00.000-07:00

yes... dance... how i'm starting to forget dance steps le... well.. as usual... i learn and forget easily.. i didnt mean to.. wen can my memory improve... thurs having dance prac in school... haha.. i off school at 4 meeting jessi... wel reali like long time didnt have a good chat with her le.. going to buy her some food again.. cos wen she hungry she sure ask me for food de... haha.. well at e same time can make her recall e dance steps for me...

tomolo going to get my lab test result le.. haiz.. i'm so scare wat if i fail.. i mean i'll definitely fail but i dun wish to fail tt badly.. or it wil b veri hard for me to gain e marks back no matter how wel i do for my assignment or term test or exam... ten percent may seem little to others but well it is impt to me lo...

haiz... i so stressed up by everything... exams tests... y? i used to b stressed bout how well i can do(in sec sch)... and not whether i can pass or not.. i wont have problems passing in sec sch... but here i m struggling so hard jus for a pass.. sometimes i find myself stupid and it doesnt make sense lo... y make myself so stress... shouldnt we have a nice teenage life and enjoy ourselves?

well something jus came across my mind.. if someone u tink is veri impt in ur life and he or she is leaving u soon to a far away place wat would ur reaction b? or would u have any ways to stop them from going? to persuade them or wat? haha... i seriously do not know y m i thinking bout tis.. wel.. nothing beta to do...

hmmm... i miss amy so badly.. so so so so badly... u know... though we get to c each other everydae... but... haiz... we dun tok as much le.. neither do we have time to go out together le.. cos she's working and spending time wif her bf...*sigh... wen can i get a good bf? haha... well.. i'm not desperate actually... i'm stil happi with my freedom... and i'm busy with my dance... wen can i get some time for my frens... for amy... for others like JK(jasmine kee), JS(jasmine seah),xh(xinhui aka engin canteen gal).. we promised to go seoul garden de...

and jia hui chu xian... cecilia eileen elaine... all my sec sch good frens... xiaoping and weiping stil ok.. recently i met up with them.. i miss them... i reali reali miss them... wel mayb it's time i give up soem time on dance and spend it with them le.. b4 they dun regard me as frens anymore.. haha...

and yes... js lost her hp and her 280 bucks... haiz... she veri ke lian now lo...her phone is one of e latest nokia phone can.. and she bought it like less than a month... and e 280 bucks she wanted to bank in de lo.. but she went arcade... to play games... then put her handbag beside e accelerator... and then someone open her handbag and took her phone and stil take her money...and e person veri pro lo.. instead of taking e whole hand bag he stil have e time to open her handbag take put her wallet and take e money and phone then put e wallet back to e handbag... muz b some pro.. super lo.. and all these happen like within a minute... WTH! almost impossible rite?

well... tt's it for todae...

2005-06-26T17:29:00.000-07:00

dance audition.... yes... i tink e steps was nice.. and yah i was like trying so hard to change my bad habit of looking at others instead of looking at e others.. cos actually i know e steps de but jus lack of confidence tt i'll do wrongly..tt's y i keep looking at others but once u look.. u die oreadi lo.. cos ur steps will b slower than others can.. haha.. but i manage not to c la.. and i keep giving e smiling and enjoying expression though i had e stress inside me lo.. and know wat... i was e first batch tt went out to dance... diao!!! but ok la... in e end i got into e advance la.. well i mean most of us did.. and royston trying to b funni lo.. e audition starts at 10 and he came like one hour late and e audition ended readi... but he stil got into e advance class la.. cos obviously he got tt style... so everyone now jiayou ba.. all rushing now to learn e steps for e graduation de performance lo.. haha... i gotta tink of ways to balance study with dance le..

there's this slot at 9 for beginner class de... i tink those hu came this week veri unfair to them lo.. e steps r much more diff lo.. last week one is jus like twirl and point.. lock.. drag... this week one hard lo.. haha too bad la..and some of e beginners hu were late and came so late... they joined our advance audition.. and they win liao lo.. they liddat oso go into e advance class with us haha... so by luck rite...well.. good luck to them lo can...

yesterdae we went to c 2 performces .. one is e mag one... with her UG ppl...e scholarship dancers... and well.. and it jus happen tt denvers was performing there too... oh ok.. some info bout denvers.. they r a cheerleading group from dunno which poly de... and i took photos of all e stunts they do jus to show my sis... cos she's a cheerleader mah.. it wil help her in planning e stunts too... well she reali got some idea of do it le lo... good for her...

another dance competition tt we went to watch is e marc acko finals... it was some how nice la... haha... force myself to say it's nice la hor.. cos e team i tink should win didnt win so i wont say it's nice lo.. i wonder how gamberro can get third and smash de crepez can get second when there r so many other beta teams lo... like fusion funk e team from ntu they did well lo.. all their dancers got nice expressions.. dance steps neat.. got cannon effect... wat else to expect... rite? then another team call e soul fusion... they did well too.. they use e technique of whacking lo.. heard from fidah it's something tt not so easy to learn de lo... cos it's like somehow messy but neat... not mani ppl know whacking and i can say no one in our dance team does tt lo.. cos our instructor dun teach whacking.. neither is it a popular thing in e outside dance studios lo...those hu missed out e competition yest.. i'll say it's a waste cos i got to learn something new.. got to b expose to know wat is known as whacking style... and e winner of e dance is a team we all tink should win.. they r jus so powerful lo..powerful in everything... and they r.... B.A.D remix!!!!! haha...

tt's it man.. end of entry..

2005-06-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

tis morning i got to school earlier cos i wanted to print my notes lo.. and tt best ting tt can ever happen is tt ole down lo... e whole ole server down can!!! and it's like a damn long time ever since i encounter this prob le lo...haiz.. so suay... then i no choice but to wait for xh at e mushroom there lo.. and i like waited for so long lo... look so retarded and i hate to wait... but not her fault cos she wasnt late.. haiz.. xh and i todae wearing e same shirt lo.. look so lesbian lo wen we walking together...

todae i went to orchard... haha... joan wanted to go mango sales and e ppl there can b so crazy u know.. jus typical singaporeans... they push and squeeze like nobody business... oops... jasmine kee(er ma) not referring to u... but i wonder how u manage to squeeze thru lo.. stil manage to get so many things there.. haha... and it jus so happen tt taufik batisah is there... can u imagine how his fans shout... once he turn to their direction his fans will shout and imagine he turn one round.. and e shouts and screams(well i wont consider those cheers) r like kallang waves going one round lo...Typical fans.... typical fans and typical singaporeans!!! cant stand them man!!!

i went to but a big big gigantic bag haha... much more bigger than my size.. mayb 2 times my body size... well well... i jus like big things.. big watches(my huge collection of watches)... i tink all my frens know i like collecting watches...and i like big earrings too.. but not to e extend of those so big that it can b bangles one lo... haha... if my frens c my bag they going to nag at me again le lo.. will say y i so small size wanna carry such big bags...

and i'm back to my last sem back habit... keep wanting to eat meiji chocs... and yes it's my fav now lo... i can eat it everyday and i dun feel sian of it..well everytime i buy it my frens sure wanan eat one lo.. like yesterdae i bought and at engin school... xh and amy darling keep eating lo.. yongliang wasnt there... cos he went to smoke.. if not.. i cant imagine wat's gonna happen to my chocs... and if someday someone can fill my house with meiji chocs haha i guess tt'll b great... wahaha...and green tea is my fav now too... i onli green tea now lo.. not any other soft drinks.. used to b barley and water chestnut and coke to b my fav but not now... i used to have a habit of drinking at least a can of coke per day lo... but now no more... bad for health...

tt's it for todae...sayonara

2005-06-23T22:53:00.000-07:00

todae is going to b another long long blog...

todae we went to engin to slack for 3 hours can... and i was like wat the hell.. so damn sian... me xinhui and yongliang aka turtle... alwaes being referred as 'pei ke' on thurs.. cos for 3 hours we cant even go out of school.. imagine our break is 11-2... and then 11-12 we eat... 12-1.. acc amy darling...1-2... entertain js... haha.... total randomness... and know wat... xin hui went for her second round todae.. wow.. haha.. it has been a long time since she have her second round le lo... welll but e 3 hours.. turtle made it a beta one by having all his lame jokes can... even xinhui hu is alwaes e lamest among us find him lame too.. well... so he's e winner? haha...

me and turtle went mensa todae for a little while.. well... i didnt wanted to go one can... cos he say e weather veri warm then i was like ok lo.. go mensa and have ice kacang... and it was reali reali meant to b a joke and he say ok lo... let's go then i tel him dun want.. then he insisted...win liao!!!! i onli intended to go bookshop and buy my fav white grape meiji chocs lo.. haha... and shirong they all say they saw me at mensa todae.. so random lo.. one of them say they sitting a few tables away from me.. and yet i didnt c them.. slap myself one hundred times.. haha... sounds retarded to slap myself... seriously didnt notice them lo.. i'm so mean rite.. well i apologise lo.. haha... i onli c diane and dan there... my dance seniors.. and wat!!! they mistaken turtle as my bf...come on la.. not every guy i'm with is my bf lo.. haha

toking bout dan... he jus reminded me tt e trick to term test is tut and revision lec... but yet todae i skip e lec.. hahaz..due to one stupid reason to submit our minutes... so dumb of me rite... e minutes gotta b submitted within 24 hours directly after e test...but we jus couldnt find e teacher's staff room anywhere and in e end it's at applied science... e teacher trying to b funni lo... xin hui even made a joke out of it lo.. saying e teacher gave us 24 hours to submit bcos we need one hour to type out everything and 23 hours to find her pigeon hole...and we were like so late for lec by then and decided not to go lo...and somemore e lec we skip is DSAG lo... one of e programming i tink it's hardest... harder than OOPG...

and yes... i share one knowledge to e readers... well this is from my apel2 teacher ... she tols us tt there's this chemical in some of e shampoo and bath soap call e unilever... and it's harmful to our skin... and u muz b tinking bout y it is being used then rite? cos it helps to preserved e soap longer... oh well. wat crap is tis!!!okie.. from wat i know now is tt... organics and dove has it.. so look out ok... go check urs.. haha... and y isnt it banned in tt case.. i seriously do not noe(oops.. sounds so like carryn)... it's banned in america and some others countries but not in singapore... y!!!!

tomolo submission of assignment again.. sian...haha... anywae i got it done le...can compile everything jus needa print it out.. andmayb add in more comments.. jus in case.. any teacher would tink i so dumb to copy from others... haha...

end of my blog todae...

2005-06-22T16:20:00.000-07:00

todae is reali a super super suay dae for me can... haiyo...

firstly in e morning.. mt lesson starts at 8 got DBSY test.. well e test went rather smoothly.. somehow or rather i managed to guess e codes out.. though there's some compiling errors.. seriously i have no intention of passing e test.. well.. i jus got tis feeling i wont pass lo... and know wat.. at e end of e lab i tink there's something wrong with my com... everyone can go to e ole.. tools... digital drop box to submit their coding except for me lo... WTH! and i'm damn pissed with it.. can u imagine ppl onli submit one time can le.. i submit 3 times can!!! and e teacher keep telling me tt she didnt receive my coding... instead of panicking... my reaction is so pissed.. i feel like banging e com lo... then e teacher ask me to try to send it to her email and guess wat... e file size is too big she couldnt receive it.. best rite... tt's e best thing tt can ever happen to me lo... and then e onli way out is tt i save it somewhere to pass it to her lo.. wat to do... diao!!! ah bish! and tt pong... somedae somehow... i going to learn his thailand english... jus like how eric chia try to b funni and tok to him in tt manner... ok... wat's wrong with him... wen i'm having so much prob submitting... instead of helping me.. he was standing at e side and telling me.. wat can i do for u.. let me cheer for u.. come on it's damn stupid u c... cos he down there waiting for me to get it done and we go meet turtle together... but i'm oreadi so pissed by everything and he can stil joke with him... ask him to slap himself 100 times...

then after tt.. i was waiting for js to have her break and acc her b4 i headed for home to sleep.. haha... but while waiting i went to print notes lo.. but hu knows... and yes.. i'm suay k... all e printers at level 5 lab is spoil.. so i went to level 6... and some labs having lessons so i cant use mahz.. e one tt i found w/o lesson... e printer toner low lo.. cannot print...*FAINT*... then another one.. dun know wat is wrong with e program.... well e words printed out is like so mini....*FAINT AGIN*... reali lo.. i nth to say lo... in e end i went up to level 7 and got my notes printed out... finally!!! cos i reali need to print it for e cmsk test tomolo... e agenda... w/o e agenda... i dont tink e indian lady(forgot her name) wil let us in for e test lo... and i managed to print out all e lecture notes for yongliang aka turtle.... so tt he can study for his term test... cos i know he wont b tt hardworking to print notes... since start of school i dun tink he have any notes with him lo...and tomolo i'm going to photocopy e notes for eric chia... aka respect aka... chia si ni.. haha... but he not taking OPSY... so he dun need e notes for tt sub... they beta pass their term test lo.. haha dun waste my effort...

and e both of them pls.. stop smoking can... in fact ... all tt group of guys.. wen wil u all stop smoking.. it's not good for health lo... and yah... todae i went to bedok reservoir again... for e same old reason... alot muz b wondering y... i'm not there to enjoy e view there and definitely not there to jog... but to acc turtle and pong... and syafiq(hani bf) to smoke... yes e same old reason i acc someone to smoke there haha... i remember tt's quite a few times tt i went with EC and turtle le... but seriously i dun mind at all... cos they r nice ppl at least they dun blow e smoke in front of me... they wil turn away... so i'm stil fine with it...i'm reali ok with it...though i tink it;s bad for e health dun wish to nag too much like a old lady... and e reason y they like to go bedok reservoir.. bcos it is 500m away from school and they wont b caught smoking by e security....well i tink it safer for them also.. rather than they alwaes smoke at e staircase behind e lec hall.... veri dangerous...

and lastly... my java coding done le... finally... cos alot of my frens submission is todae... but thank god mine lab on fri... i assume respect finish his le lo... i finished mine too but haven print out...can compile everything... and i have to thank one person for tt... tt is kaisheng... cos he happen to c me in e lab wen i'm trying so hard to edit my code then he offered to help... well for ur info he's java pro k... score distinction de lo... but not onli java pro.. he pro for almost all e sub...he helped to me find out e minor errors in my 3 classes(packaged tour class, free and easy tour class and pax class) haha.. then my driver class... super many errors... and guess wat's e thing tt went wrong... cos i declared e variable 2 times lo... can anyone tel me y am i so blur and so dumb.. where got ppl declare variable for 2 times de rite? at e start of e program... i also delcared all as private attributes( i tink tt's how it is being called).. haha... and then wen i prompt e user... s.o.p("..."); and e next line i wrote it as.... double= sc.nextDouble(); haha a grave mistake can... i dun need to put e double in front lo.. cos i declared it at e start le.. but well i got him to help me... and i'm so happi bout it... i here by announce i'm done with my MILESTONE 1... wahahahhahaha...... and i muz train myself not to forget to put semi-colon at e back....

okie.. i;m done with all my complain and nagging... and off i go now to sleep!

2005-06-19T00:13:00.000-07:00

well todae was a great dae for me cos i went to alot of places had alot of fun at e same time learning alot of new things...

in e morning there's e hip hop dance audition for e freshies... well i noe hu get in and hu didnt lo.. muahaha... but yah it's meant to b a secret... some of my frens did manage to get in but not for some of them.... my job todae is not onli to c which of my fren got in and hu didnt manage to get in... i'm oso giving out number tags which sometimes i reali jus so lazy to write cos i'm more interested in looking at e them dancing at e same time e curiosity to learn e dance steps too... haha... well ryan mostly used e old school style which i tink i ike lo.. haha... good man i manage to learn al e steps but not sure if mine r reali correct cos like i didnt even get e chance to step into e dance studio to learn lo all i could do is stand outside and watch... haha....

todae is meiqi aka duckie bdae.. all e ostrich(carryn), toby(ape), dan(horse), mag(babooon), royton, joan, and me(mousey) went to celebrate wib her.. and yah we went to 2 places at one go to eat lo.. jus eat and eat... yah rite man... it's so dumb lo.. haha... and dunno hu teased duckie saying tt next week is our dance audition and she stil eating so much wahaha... veri mean rite? we went to far east plaza at first... to eat e indonesian chicken rice well.. it's kinda nice.. i can nvr forget how mag dig out e liver from my chicken and ate it.. my god.. so disgusting lo...

and later after tt we went to swensen... e apple crumble... kinda nice... haha... and we r like chilling there for so damn long can... and then we found out tt dan is sick... his eye is reali veri swollen lo... WTH! so mag and dan didnt went wif us to c e mark acko competition... haha... wel too bad la... hope e horse cant soon get well and b a normal horse again... muahaha...

e competition.. mark acko is so nice... so mani good team lo.. but e usuals teams la.. like LEAP... using back same routine.. trying to b funni lo... dun know they perform using tt routine for how mani times le can... from e WFC to e finals of e WTF to this..... no creativity lo... and there's these team whereby there's 2 gals wearing black FLARE skirts to dance hip hop lo... trying to act sexy rite? wif e skirt flinging here and there... and wat seducing w judge wif their skirt not thier dance... i seriously wonder how they got into e finals lo.. and note.... their team name is "en route"... all e malay hip hop dance team went in.. and yah surprisingly lo... except for e st 45 la... but soem i tink should not get in de lo.. "da street soul" did so wel for their performance lo... and they didnt got in.. k lo.. liddat lo.. and for those hu went JJ concert at TCC wil know hu r they cos they r e 3 famous gals... at least fusion funk went in...they did well.. ebergy level=super high... heard tt they r UG juniors... they were great lo... haha....

now! awaiting for another dance competition tomolo... REMIX!!!!

2005-06-17T14:59:00.000-07:00

OMG! so stunned to c xu kaijun name on my tag board... well... i seriously didnt expect her to read my blog... haha... i tout she wil sonner or later jus forget bout me... u c... i'm jus another part timer there.. and yes! thanks for remembering me... if i do have e time i wil go down to muji to find u all to hab a meal k.. wahaha...and not forgetting muz thank her for her encouragement...

for now i hab done almost three quarter of my oopg assignment.... so happi bout it it simpy jus means tt i dun hab to rush like nobody business next week...a million thanks to amy and chai tou who hab been helping me all along and explaining thing which i dun understand to me.. thanks for e patient... and my freehand drawing i did like 7 views.. meaning i onli have 2 views left onli.. then e other one which is e drawing of e bottle.. i hab done tt too.. haha... i'm like trying to get everything done in order to meet e dead lines.. well...right after tt it wil b our term test again.. so after term test e one week hols... i can dance everydae.. as in attend classes at studio wu everydae.. if i hab e time la...

next week we r having a lab test... dbsy... i dun understand a single tt e teacher is toking... but i c tt she's trying hard to get e logics to b screwed into our brain... well.. too bad i jus dun get it.. but i printed out e ans to study hopefully somehow or rather i'll b able to pass it... though e chances of me passing is like less than ten persent cos i reali dun understand.. even e most simple logic like accept... begin... declare.. if else... and end... all tt shit i jus dun get e logics... well.. bless me bahz.. i definitely hope tt i can pass.. jus a border line pass will do...

2005-06-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

hmmm jus got e news tt next week wil b our audition for e hip hop dance class.. a bit stress by it.. haha... mayb i should jus take iteasy and relax lo... joan suggested tt we go studio wu and attend more of ryan classes... as in catch more of his style so tt mayb we can jus like do beta a bit in e audition... so our final decision is to attend his lesson tomolo... wahaha.. cos during we weekends i dont ink got his lessons... and e freshies one wil b this coming thurs and fri... chaili is in for it.. so i'm going to take a look.. mayb can learn some stuffs from there too...

haiz... c la.. now oreadi week 4.. so wat does it means.. it jus means tt term test is coming soon.. it's bored isnt it.. y muz we hab tests and exam!!! next week wil b my OOPG asignment submission... but seriously man i'm like onli half way through...seem to hab a long long way more to go... haha.. let me die bahz... next week stil got e cmsk test and DBSy lab test... i tink i'm reali going to flung e dbsy lab test upside down lo.. cos seriously i hab no idea at all wat e teacher is toking about.. during all my lab lessons.. all i do is to copy and nothing ok! and then wat next week i gotta hand up my freehand drawing... e 9 diff views and another one which i hab oreadi completed if not i can go and die le.. haha...

2005-06-10T23:57:00.000-07:00

guess wat?! i'm going to studio wu to sign up for dance tomolo le.. cant wait for tis dae to come man... so excited bout it.. i jus means tt i can get to dance often again and it means tt i can learn more things bout dance again.. but i know if my poly frens like amy js jk they all know bout it le.. sure wont gib me e support one cos they wil tink tt i spend too much time dancing and neglect my studies... tt might or might not b true but i guess when we r young jus do wateva u enjoy... dun hab regrets in life.. though right now i oreadi hab alot of regrets...ok fine.. anywae xinhui(e dama) oreadi nag at me online jus now le.. she was saying year 2 readi muz buck up if not wil retain another sem in tp de.. i was like yah... but i'm so prepared for it u c cos rite now except oopg e rest i like cant understand a single damn thing tt teacher is toking about lo... tt's sad man...

todae i went to jj concert... but damn stupid lo.. cos throughout e whole concert he onli sang 4 songs ok!!! it's so damn damn pathetic lo... i cant reali believe it lo... haiz.. anywae his songs kinda nice.. dun noe y i'm starting to like him le cos his stage performance oso beri good.. his voice powerful lo... and his songs all like so nice.. wTH!

2005-06-04T09:44:00.000-07:00

haiz... i tink it's gonna b a long blog again....

firstly starting from our performance... i tink it reali created a big mess out of everything lo... wat the helll... firstly i can feel tt e energy level is not there yet and i reali had no choice but to admit tt it was not reali my full out.. even me myself cant feel my emnergy level there lo.. dun noe y... haiz... and alot of timing off... not in line.. those kinda stupid mistakes... e other group performing i tink they wil oso say they didnt did wel lo... haiz.. treat it as experience lo...

then came tis special and and meant to b a surprise thingy tt made our in charge reali angry.. co b4 tis we mention it to her twice... giving her tt our reason is tt if 2 junior goups doesnt do wel we can like stil depend on our senior group to back us up.. but she dont agree with e idea cos she tinks tt firstly it is unfair to e modern so they went over to ask e modern dance ppl.. but they were cool bout it.. cos like if they perform it wil b like hip hop dance perform 3 n modern side onli perform one lo...

e second reason they gave was tt bcos of e time slot thing cos i tink it was stil ok la... and e last thing is.. i was so stunned wen i got to know tt i was e one hu suppose to do e audience rapport... i was like WTH cos in e first place i m oreadi like not veri good in dance le lo...

but now i'm worrying for toby... hu was e one hu arranged e surprised.. i cant imagine wat catherine( e in-charge wil do to him lo) can onli advise him to b careful and b prepared... best of luck to him...

and todae we went to c their 2 competition... which is e 1970 one they got into e finals mahz... then wanted to watch.. all our seniors inside... all inside can b considered my idol they all got diff style... and all their style so diff from each other stands out lo... but ine end they didnt get to perform their piece.. WTF... cos actually plan was tt their perfoprmance starts at 4 plus... cos at 8 plus dan and toby got their another psc performance mahz... haiz so sad... from 4 plus push to 5 olus then bcos of some reporter interviewing soemone... miss out their slot they push to 7 plus then they cannot make it readi wat.. haiz... sob for them... they all so sad bout ti esp e gals in tt team.. fidah diane.. mag...

then e psc i tink their dance kinda nice but they didnt got into finals... e first team from ngee ann poly one went in.. NRA... not sure wat is e name liddat but it's liddat lo.. another team tt got in is e cha cha grp... e one cal flying angel i guess... todae reali not their dae lo.. another team hu participate dis from NUS... call dun noe wat funk one.. haha.. we r supporters of funk soul bros.. wahaha...

heard tt e result for e WFB... UG didnt got first worz.. surprisingly lo.. i did expext them to b champions or should say i knew it within me they r e best grp.. but they came in second first team is e little white riding hood alot of guys tt team... which i dun tink it's reali tt nice...

2005-05-29T23:20:00.000-07:00

today is a sun.... meaning i onli got 4 more days to my cca recruitment performance... kinda stress over it haha... but stil trying hard to get everything rite...hope tt everything wil turn wel... well tis is like kinda important to us cos we need to tel others we got hip hop dance in TP. i guess mani others do nto noe... and tis includes me... but now i noe...

and yah... i'm one of e elected one hu mayb or mayb b not become one of e main commitee member... but i'm wondering should i b happi or should i b sad...happi mayb bcos they tink i'm suitable... meaning they tink i can... but sad mayb bcos i afraid of e stress tt i'll face or mayb i scare i cant cope with my homework or mayb i dun like to fight with others for these things... there r other 10 more candidates.. including me wil b 11... then for e place of 3 person... diao!!! stil got interview... 6 from hip hop and 3 from modern... i seriously dun like competing.. anywae e interview is next next mon... wish me luck for it bahz.. and i wana thank toby for selecting me... thank him for his efoort... quite stunned cos i;m e onli from e beginner class to get selected and i was like y me? haha... anywae... wat is done is done...

my subjects for these sem kinda hard lo.. but i'm trying to balance between studies and dance.. i hope to continue dancing and dancing.. haha... til i hab no breath...i taking seven subjects... OOPG.. DSAG... DBSY... OPSY.. APEL2... CMSK2...and my CDS Freehand... i not taking OOAD... heard tt it wil affect e rest of my life in TP as in i need to stay back for half a year... but wat can i do now.. cant b bothered oso lo... haiz....jus studi while i can.. trying hard to get wat e teacher is teaching lo and i tink e onli to reali understand is to do tut and i m seriously finding time for it...wahaha... ya i noe i need to balance...

recently i seem to hab no time for my frens and family... so sad.. but at least i stil get to tok to my mum everydae... my frens around me.. drifting apart from me le... i feel so sad wen amy ask me out and i alwaes say i've got no time.. like so mean lo.. referring to myself.. she's like trying to make time for me yet i like so busy cant even make it out once... wat e helll.. i feel so guilty lo... like neglect her due to dance.. somemore.. all of us e five gals diff class le... startingt o miss e past one year we spent together... e bonds in us... mayb sometimes things may happen but we alwaes settle it beri fast de...onli Xh... most classessame wib me.. gals i miss u all...

2005-05-18T23:47:00.000-07:00

again... long time didnt update my blog haha... but tis week for e whole week i'm resting not working haha so stil ok...

i went for jasmine and zhimin de chalet but like not too fun cos not mani pple went for e bbq... e first dae i didnt ton... so i went back together wib carolyn... her husband drove me home and e first song i got to hear wen i got up e car is guang liang de tong hua... OMG.. so sad lo..

e second dae.. ade cat suhua and serene aka comics came for e bbq... and we all ended up watching tv together for hours... wat e... haha then i went to sleep kinda early cos like a bit tired... and i got a call from mei qi tt i gotta return e white pants tt we wore for e indian cultural group performance...

and mentioning e performance i reali tink tt dan put in alot of effort lo.. but like cannot make it.. alot of us make msitake for tt performance i reali tink tt performance cannot make it lo... haha... i did make mistakes too lo.. and a obvious mistakes.. iamgine we r standing in a big 'V'and then haiz... everyone turn left then i go turn right stupit rite...
reali too obvious le lo.. wat e... how i can forget my steps wen somemore it is a old routine.. SIGH!!!

tomolo toby fidah anjula... carryn.. and edelina performing for e biz orientation.. and i'll b going to c their peformance... haha.. guess it'll bquite nice if they maintain their standard haha... but got one part where toby and fidah they do e vulgar language thingy.. i was like wat e.. cos i remember dan telling us tt we r not suppose to do it on stage.. i mean tt action la... then my sis todae rehearsal her face super black de lo.. cos of e lighting.. tt time we perform osos liddat e lighting oso got their own prob one lo...

tis coming weekend going to b our hip hop dance de bbq.. and i;m in charge of food but i guess much of e things we prepared le.. tings like checking out price and all haha.. we got good efficiency.. so wateva is nto settle todae i pull jessi along to settle tomolo.. ahaha.. she in charge of e games de...

wen school starts le dan they all having competition so i guess they wont b involved in e cca recruitment thingy cos i tink wil clash lo.. so far confirm de onli i carryn... anjula... jessi... rong xuan and josephine performing haha... with one extra guy roysten performing... and guo wei not confirm...

2005-05-12T22:36:00.000-07:00

haiz...
sometimes i'm jus too busy to update my blog.. but dance ended early todae and i get to rest more.. so i'm here to update my blog since so many of my frens enjoy reading.. and i don know y haha... there'll alwaes b ppl hu ask me wen wil b e next time i update my blog de lo.. haha...

but mainly wat i'm going to update now is mostly on dance one lo.. cos i'm been dancing more than i m working rite now.... diao!!! unexpected rite... e xiaopei tt everyone used to noe is so engrossed in working tt she can forget everything.. her frens all tt... haiz.. i have been wanting to go out with my sec school frens but jus couldnt find e time.. feel so bad and i keep changing my schedule for work and tis kind manager hu keep allowing me to go for my dance...though she can b mean at times... but i'm grateful to her for allowing me to change my schedule... haha..

lately dance is like very happening lo... after our concert last sat... now e latest upcoming one is at tcc... e indian cultural wil b performing mahz... and e hip hop dance is invited as e special guest performance there lo... and yesh.. we gotta train so hard again... but i tink i enjoy e performance lo... e experience and all lo... but tis time not so stress.. cos we using back some of our old routine so it's stil fine.. and plus mayb not our own concert bahz.. so not tt stress.. but we oso reali put in alot of effort lo... i tink dan is going to much more relax after tis cos he has been e one choreographing e whole thingy and i gues he's reali stress up... and he's having a sore throat now.. cant eat fried things.. haha...

after all this i tink they stil got alot of ppl performing for other things like toby diana mag... dan and fidah... with their group name 1970... cos hip hop started from e seventies... wil b participating in a competition at biz school de... hope they wil win and there is tis orientation thingy they oso performing... e cca recruitment thingy they also performing... haha.. they reali veri busy de lo..

guess wat todae wen i went pass e bridge... e school one at e main gate there.. i stil saw e GEM concert... e one we performed last sat... e posters r stil there and i'm like wat e... they r jus so "updated" lo.. it's time they take it down since it's over...

2005-05-07T00:49:00.000-07:00

todae is a very special dae to me.. reali special cos it has been a long long time ever since i performed on stage and todae i got e chance to perform again... haha... but no longer chinese dance le... tis time is HIP HOP dance... wow!!! haha... i muz say tat e concert was a success... i got e sense of 'man zu gan' in me.. haha... at least all e effort tt we put in has not gone to waste... three weeks of training.. though i sufferred alot of bruises... but i gain alot of experiences too..

i'll miss e dance team... people hu have teach me correctin my steps... mag... toby... dan and maybelle... and many more of my beginners class frens reali thanks to them... haha... and not to forget e dance instructor ryan... haha... i'll miss his preaches... i'll miss him saying.."xiao pei... take not of ur steps and wen u should change ur position"... and... "guys... dont do ur best... do my best... cos ur best is not good enuff... ur best is not me best"... haha... reali ring a bell to all e dancers lo.. cos he keeps repeating tt... and most important one... he'll say... " don mark ur steps... do a full out"... haha.. i'll reali miss them and i hope i wil have e chance to perform together with them again also...

beside tt i got to know alot of good frens in e dance team.. like Jo... Jessi... Jessica... Michelle.. etc...i'll miss them too... we reali did have alot of fun together... e dance dance team can basically coordinate welll... communicate well... except for one short gal hu doesnt seem to b like by evryone... including me.. haha.. but i wont mention names la.. i guess most of e pple know hu i referring to lo... she reali a slut lo.. look cute look innnocent... and tt's her advantage cos she can use her look to cover her trueself lo... come on la... no use de lo... evryone can c wat kinda person r u.. i reali hope tt e dance team wil continue going on... never ending.. haha... nice experience...

beside tt... i also learn other things like getting props cos i'm in e props team with jimmy jessi... they r reali nice too...we reali went thru all e trouble to get every single props.. these includes e basket which we reali had a hard time finding and other things like e hammers... e wooden pole... sunglasses... broom.. fabrics... e bug teeth... e fruits... e wig...etc etc... haha... i guess it's nice to learn something new.... at least now tt i know e props i cant get i can rent it from e pple association... then for e costumes... thoguh i not in charge of it.. i heard from them they rented it from e media corps.. haha... cool rite... but e rental fees quite high lo as in per piece they rent is 50 bucks and e deposit is 500 bucks.. so they spent reali alot on e costumes... jus e rented ones was around 900 bucks... them excludes e green costumes tt we wore todae... those r all bought de... haha...

my costumes.. luckily i brought a safety pn along with me todae cos i reali feel so unsafe esp wen i feel tt my shirt is dropping down or wat... haha... like toby said todae... we should try our our costumes b4 we go on stage to make sure tt everything is rite... he gave an example of e NYP dance team... forgot wat's e name alreadi... then he said these 4 gals hu were dancing... e costume is something like a tube and then it dropped down...one side onli la... but imagine they didnt even wear sports bra inside then their whole breast come out... but they reali got e sportsmanship there lo.. i muz say... they continue dancing all e way til e item was finish b4 they pulled it up.. which was like around one minute more b4 e item ends lo.. all 4 gals drop down one side lo... but not all dro together la... is drop one by one lo... sad for them lo... reali like lost e pride of a w0man lo... but their sportsmanship... didnt manage to get them into e finals.. sad for them... and heard tt their team alwaes got prob one.. liek for example... music got prob playing or wat so eva.. haha.. they reali suai enuff lo...

tomolo wil b our celebration dae... hmmm me reali looking forward to it lo.. wa lao... i reali tink tt i cant bear to part with e whole team lo....imagine alothough we onli spent like three weeks togather but i guess tt's enuff to make us close... in e sense tt within tis three weeks we got to learn e dance seps... to perfect it... to ensure ett everyone is doing e same thing such as leg open or leg close... palm or fist... things liddat...basically we taken care of small thing tt we could le lo.. and things like looking up at e audience... our expression.. went to smile and wen to look fierce... and three weeks... to plot e position.. e stage... e full dress rehearsal and all... oh my god.. hmmm reali went thru alot... reali a nice experience.... and it make sme like hip hop dance even more le...though i wasnt reali like those doing very well there lo..

we gave ryan a present todae as a token of appreciation but e present was to b prepared by e props team again.. which means i'm included... we went to find a suitable gift box... and we went to buy him a thermos flask.. cos he likes drinking coffee... and he gets jealous(in a joking manner) wen e modern pple bought coffee to their instructor and we didnt bought for him.. and wat's special bout e gift is tt there's alot of diff brans of coffee powder inside... cos everyone bought one to two packets jus to give it to him... i tink he's touched by it too lo... haha... hope he likes e present... anywae... heard from maybelle tt e thermos flask was something tt he has alwaes wanted lo.... haha.. we r doin him a favour by getting him one.. haha... we even joke tt e moral of e story is tt... he doesnt needs to get jealous... he can make coffee himself.. haha..

i guess i have done with all my toking... if i have anything more to add on... i'll wait till i wake up from my sleep todae then i come and update again le.. haha...nitez and morning to me...i'm wondering if i could get to sleep after all tis excitement... i cant believe.. i did it... without missing our any of e steps todae..

2005-05-02T21:04:00.000-07:00

actually reali alot of things happening to me...me haven got e time to update and now is e time.. haha.. firstly... and most importantly... me and him.. tt's it le.. break le... once again.. i have hurt someone... and i tink he is reali hurt... from all his expressions... and sometimes i feel awkward seeing him wen i'm in e hip hop dance class... and i usually don tok to him le lo.. cos don noe wat to say... mayb to him.. i'm avoiding him... but i'm not.. i jus don noe wat to say and don wish to tok anymore... i jus wanna get on with my life and he get on with his... and haha.. we r not in e same side.. in e dance.. he is e axe clan de.. i'm not.. me good person... he bad person.. bleh!!! mayb i reali not suitable to b in a relationship bahz.. i jus tink tt i don make a gd gf.. cos u c in e first place i don even bother to spend time with my bf.. and let alone caring bout him ok... i noe i'm mean but tt's me..

i'm reali looking towards e dance concert tis coming fri... though not mani of my frens going to watch... but at least my sis is there for me... of course.. i do feel a bit stress but at least i know tt someone is there for me... someone so close to me.. so far everything is going fine... provided tt i don forget e dance steps and hmmm... i reali enjoy e dance... reali reali looking forward to e dance... cos like i guess it's gonna b something interesting and exciting.. check out our dance... haha... my dance senior wil oso b going to c wor...

next my working place.. todae is e first time in my life in muji tt i wrote a delivery form... haha... and i;m so scare there i'll miss out some particulars or wat... but luckily suhua and cat was there to help me.. thank god man... then i couldnt find e bed tt e customer want me to home deliver... and i started to panic.. then came jasmine hu offerred to help.. haha... c ... i say le.. muji colleagues r not tt bad after all... i mean some la.. not all..

lotsa things in one...

2005-04-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

many many things happening recently.. too much to update... too busy to update too.. cos now wat i care bout is to work and work and work.. let me die ba... haha...

i heard bout darren's case le.. i jus hope tt he can face e prob in a optimistic way... be brave... everything wil b over soon...he promise to tel me wat happen after everything is settled and i hope to hear from him too... i noe he's leaving.. kinda sad.. i mean since we were once so close in muji... he's e one tt fight with me.. tt bicker wib me.. e one hu bothers to entertain me.. and most of e time even bother to take bus home wib me... there were once alot of rumours bout me and him... but i deny all.. i mean it's e fact tt i and him r close and not wat others tink ba... i hope tt he wil b able to live on happily... happily ever after.. haha... sounds like those childhood story..

alot of things happening in muji recently..a few daes ago we release alot of ladies wear and todae we ewre all busy releasing e menswear... i manage to draw a new map for e menswear.. hope it wil b useful for everyone.. esp those not in fashion de... and manage to release alot of menswear todae... haha... but one thing bad... my work got delayed... cos i cant finish my tings and in e end GW had to wait for me.. haiz... c ... me bad gf again... make others wait for me... and tt's e reason y jasmine keep asking me whether i going home off readi or not.. haha...

for e household side... also got some changes... changes like e display... as in e new release of note books... hmmm.... i tink should b good selling bahz.. cos e notebooks colours all r bright colours... i reali like e colours lo... my got... got bright yellow lo... wow!!! seldom muji wil hab such colours one lo.. haha... and e new strip bag tt fasion gonna release soon... tt's nice too... nice combi of colours.. haha... alot of summer range coming in.. alot of short sleeves.. alot of tank tops.. and guess wat... muji is evemn selling tube tops too... haha... forst time wors.. as i remember last year wen i was oreadi in muji don hab tis kinda things de... ti syear then got...

alot of upcoming event.. now is e seiyu anniversary sales... followed by our formal stock take.. our night mare and followed by e great singapore sales... etc...

now then i receive news from GW tt tomolo got training for hip hop dance.. shit man... die.. i'm working tomolo lo.. how .... haiz.. i reali no fate wib hip hop dance lo.. alwaes clash with my work de.. haiz!!!! how? i wanna go but doubt i can go... argHHH!!! I WANNA GO...

2005-04-14T23:28:00.000-07:00

haix.. alot of tings on my mind.. me worried bout amy.. she having her nmm paper todae... yesterdae stil can go out shopping.. wa piang... i hope she's doing fine.. hope tt she can pass all her supp.. same goes to yongliang, eric chia and jasmine Seah... pls pass ok.. don b like me.. retain for module... not worth de.. it wil turn ur life upside down de.. haha.. actually not tt bad la.. i exagerating onli...

know wat.. yesterdae.. jasmine sng... our brand manager(we know her as boss too)... she hor.. bought things for one hundred plus dollars... then for more than eighty bucks de purchase can go level three seiyu costomer service counter to exchange for free gift mahz( bonia card holder)... then jus bcos she is e boss and she don dare to go redemn.. cos of 'face'... then ask e manager to ask me to go.. come on la.. if u r so afraid tt ppl may tok... then don b greedy la.. wa lao.. got one ready.. stil want to colect another one.. haiz... nothing to say bout tis kinda ppl...
todae alot of display thingy going around... H&B... and fashion... and mayb some other parts of e household dept... alot of display going on... meaning e adjusting.. shifting of shelves and rearranging e goods in another way... kinda tired after all tt... haha... fashion dept release alot of new stuffs le.. of course there r new tings like e wrist band, head band... blah blah blah... they released some new socks todae but so far i haven got e chance to take a look at them.. hmmm.. i shall go c tomolo...

tomolo got shipment le... heard tt household alot... hmm.. gonna b a busy day... diao!!! but if got enuff manpower it wil b fun.. if not it wil b sian lo.. cos everyone is jus so busy like one person doing e job of so mani ppl... anywae i not like sam.. hu wil keep e schedule then wil keep track of hu wil b working and hu is not.. diao!!! so i wont know hu wil b working tomolo and hu wil b helping out in e shipment.. i on e day itself go work then u noe le wat.. haiz.. but to him.. if he doesnt know then he wont hab an quan gan.. haha... i wont reali say he is weird but mayb unique bahz.. bleh!!!

next... me and him.. haha... if i'm in morning shift.. he wil come fetch me from work.. but tis is e second time tt i reali fall asleep on his shoulders on bus le.. hmm.. me feel so bad bout it.. i tink i'm mean lo.. he took e trouble to come and fetch me home from work then i liddat... yala.. i m tired but i tink i should not b doing tis.. cos if i sleep on bus then he veri lonely lei.. no one to tok to him... sometimes i reali do wonder if he minds or not.. haix.. me bad gf la... anywae.. i tink time past reali fast lo... u c... we together for more than a month le lei.. kaoz.. unbelievable rite.. me cant reali believe it too.. haha.. but tt's a fact to b noted... from now on.. i'm going to promise to try my best not to sleep... even wen i m reali tired... cos muz b fair to him de mahz... i don reali wanna b a bad bf.. although i know i have alwaes been one.. if let's say want me to change... not possible... cos i told myself b4.. i wont change for anyone... if i change then tt's not me le.. if u like me.. like every single thing bout me.. if not.. tt's it.. don expect me to change.. i also don wish someone to change for me too.. cos if change le.. then it becomes pointless le u c.. accept wat tt person is.. not asking tt person to change jus to meet ur request...

nothing much

2005-04-11T23:51:00.000-07:00

tomolo is seiyu de D&D... all e full timers in muji going including e bishan side and e office ppl... they wil b taking up 2 tables in total... and serene aka comic wil b e onli part timer to go.. haha.. cos all e part timer off tomolo except her.. haha...so she'll b going for e D&D... meow jie wil b dressing up as don know wat... weird weird de... with e beard there... diao!!!! and jasmine sng(e boss) wil b dressing up as a news broadcaster.. haha... e rest i don know.. shouldnt have any weird de idea ba.. anywae their theme for tis year is tv character( from wat i heard from them la).. but muji ppl muz all wear black... to show unity bahz...

todae got 2 ah gua came to muji.. diao!!! wa lao.. reali pissed me off lo.. e way they tok to me.. make me feel like puking... some on la.. if u r a man.. y cant u jus tok like one.. hands movement more than gals... and tok more niang than gals.. pls lo... might as well go and b 'ren yao'.. seriously lo.. it makes my hair stand... seeing them + puking.. i despise gays and ah gua!!! and hor.. todae xu qi came to muji.. her real person quite pretti worz..and she kinda elegant lo.. at e veri least she dun hab those kinda of attitude... nothing much happen in muji todae..but everyone jus seem to b so sian cos like not much customer.. expected.. weekdays mahz...

tomolo is me and GW de one month anniversary mahz.. then i didnt actually tink much bout it until jasmine(muji de) remind me... she ask me whther i going to get something for him not.. then during our lunch time we went to bought a card lo... to her.. it's too simple.. but mayb to me.. such an attitude person.. i tink it's oreadi a miracle tt i actually went to buy a card for him.. haha.. though it;s a simple card.. but i guess alot of meaning is contain in it lo.. i mean wat matters most is e sincerity isnt it?

result ++..

2005-04-09T09:07:00.000-07:00

updating my blog again... these few daes alot of things happening to muji... things like clothes being stolen and e best thingy bout it is tt e person can jus take out e ink tag liddat.. without smerging e ink... everything is intact... leaving behind e ink tag in e fitting room at a isolated corner for us to find out.. interesting hor... diao!!!

anywae i got my results le.. i was stil telling jasmine.. zhimin and darren tt... b prepared to c me cry suddenly on fri... but it turned out to b e opp... i went smiling and laughing for e whole day.. cos i pass all my subjects... i got C for IISO...DCNK...CMATHS2... NMM....ARTSAPP...and i got a B+ for my PRSP... haha.. so happi bout it.. but sad tt some of my frens didnt reali do well... like eric chia... amy.. etc... i hope tt they can pass their sub papers so tt they will b able to continue with their studies smoothly... i also got frens hu pass all.. like darren... victor... JK... xinHui erm.. JS.. haven got e chance to ask her.. wil ask her somedae de.. or mayb she wil jus auto update me wen she c my blog.. haha..

i'm thinking hard of how to break e news to amy... haix... telling her tt she fail so many subject and i fail none... she muz b damn sad lo... she's in malaysia now.. unable to tell her.. she like failing so mani subjects... hard to pop tis news to her... wat if she crys... how am i going to handle... how should i comfort her... *sigh*...
tomolo is going to b my sis birthdae le... i cant celebrate wif her cos i working morning.. then at nite wen i reach home she'll oreadi b out wif her bf celebrating it... haiz.. meaning i wont get e chance to celebrate wib her.. anywae i gave her her bdae present le.. it has been years since i alst bought her a present le lor... anywae.. i'm glad tt she reali like it.. i was so scare tt she wont like it.. i bought her a giordano white colour tank top... since she got one black colour de le... and somemore all e other colours de giordano tank top i got le.. so if she wants it she can jus take mine mahz.. then i got her a book by her fav author call zhang xiao xian... i even got somwone to do e survey for me... haha.. cos i remember.... according to my memory la... serene... her fren.. used to borrow her tis book by zhang xiao xian.. then sice then my sis like her book veri much le.. and serene now happen to b working in muji mahz.. so ask her to check out for me which book is nice to read then she went to kino to help me check.. haha... me yong xin liang ku le...

GW go malaysia le.. meaning i'm going to b lonely for daes... haiz... but absence make e heart fonder.. i tink e phrase is soemthing liddat... if i didnt remember it wrongly cos GW once say tt b4.. haha...

todae no hip hop dance again... diao!! anywae good for me cos my ankle tt time sprain le haven fully recover yet and somemore i todae morning shift den cant attend.. haha... so it;s a good news for me..

my blog todae..

2005-04-06T08:54:00.000-07:00

my blog todae.... hmmm... time past reali fast.. in less than a week time... i and GW.. one week le wor.. so far.. our relationship stil ok bahz.. to me la.. i hope in near future we oso wont hab any big arguments lo... but of course i wil stil insist on my personal freedom.. i wanna spend my time wif my frens esp those hu i haven being able to catch up for a long time.. ppl like JiaHui.. ChuXian( e one alwaes threatening me wen i cant get my off day).. haha... eileen(our super super blur queen)... elaine( our one and onli NYP gal)... cecilia(e fun loving and a bit siao de)...maybelline( e guai kia)... and geokMui( e one tt reali long long time didnt contact le, though in same course but both busy wif work and studies)...

mayb i'm demanding.... mayb i'm unreasonable.. but i reali prefer spending most of my time with e gals( referring to my frens) then my bf... cos like we can do alot of gals stuffs together.. for example... haha... e gals know can le... i don reali care if GW minds or not tt i cant b spending alot of time wif him lo.. cos i tink he should hab expected tis le... and hor.. muz b fair to him la.. since i wanna catch up wif my old frens during my one and onli off day per week... so i requested morning shift... so tt i can go out wif him at nitez... haha.. quite fair rite... anywae.... i hope my effort pays off la.. tt wil definitely make me a veri busy person but i don mind..haha.. can say i'm more workaholic.. i mean it's quite obvious lo.. e effort i put in my studies and e effort i put in my work... big diff lo... of course.. i hope tt GW wont mind me also like sian half after work.. cos sometimes like reali veri tired lo... mayb e main reason y we hab not even quarrel is bcos he's alwaes gib in ba..but sometimes tt reali makes me feel bad and guilty bout it lo.. i mean i noe i'm at fault... but those hu knows me reali well... knows tt i'm a real stubborn person lo... if u want me to give in or apologise.. i rather i let go of tis frenship or relationship... bcos of tis... sometimes i seriously wonder how long we can last...

but i don reali ask for a veri good relationship... all i ask for is something simple.. like our sweet times at e beach... during amy chalet.. i reali like it.. esp wen i lie on his lap... admiring e nitez scenery.. i wont go for things like wat other couples don usually do.. to make us feel we r special or wat.. tt's definitely wont b something tt i'm hoping for.. something simple wil b good enuff for someone stewpig and ignorant like me...

enuff of relationship... wanna tok bout my work... alot of things happening from dae to dae work... next tues.. seiyu D&D.. part timers r oso invited to go but i guess most of e part timers would gib it a miss... i mean for me la.. personally i don like attending these functions lo.. esp e stories tt i heard from my colleague bout last year de... like e ppl there.. how crazy they can go and all... come on lo.. to me.. tis is crazy not having fun lo.. haha.. anywae it doesnt concern me at all now cos i'm not going... i wanna b e real me... going there... everyone is putting on a false front lo.. u got to smile at everyone u c .. although u noe tt u wil not like them... ppl like e old uncle(referring to nishiwaki)... i tink inamoto is stil alright.. and yesh!!!! helen... e senior cashier... sooner or later she wil get a tight slap from others de lo... cos she reali super super 'tao ren yan'... i tink she oso offended alot of ppl le lo... jus tt she don know.. imagine me smiling at her.. oh my god!!! i scare i'll vomit for e whole dae lo... but wat i like bout D&D is their costume... last year MUJI's theme is japanese style... in those JinBei and Kimono... which Meow jie jie manage to rent it... they look nice and interesting in it lo... and i remember her bringing a meteor garden de comic jus to c how is it suppose to b worn... and now e comic is stil in e food store de table...haha... i'm curious bout wat wil b their theme tis year and wat wil b seiyu's theme tis year... let's wait and c bahz...

yesterdae we advertised on e newspaper ttwewanna hire full time retail assistant.. but did not say how mani they need.. and around twenty or more ppl came for interview.. quite stunned.. mayb is bcos they know e pay ba.. if they noe e pay.. wahaha... i tink can scare those ppl off lo... and got pple hu graduate from jc de wanna work here.. come on la... it's a waste lo... haha... and yah.. we even drew up a map... to direct those hu came for interview to go to e security check point to get their visitor pass.. idea suggested by meow jie jie and she was e one hu drew up e map.. and serene aka comics went to add in e word starbucks there.. haha...

2005-03-31T23:32:00.000-08:00

ARRGH!!! my ankle... sprained.. my god.. damn pian lo... thanks to e informal stock take...make me hab to climb e shelf and lost my balance.. haiz... suay lo.. reali suay lo.. somemore i tomolo actually full shift de lo... i requested not to work in e morning so tt at least i got e time to go and c doctor.. i tout it wil b fine de lo... at first wen i was stil wearing my shoes not tt pain de.. but later wen i got home and took off me shoes... i realise tt it is very very swollen lo..

i told GW bout it then he ask me go put ice.. haiz.. y liddat.. there's a huge possibilty tt i cant attend my hip hop dance tis sat le lo.. win liao lo... tomolo having shipment.. i was stil so happy todae cos i tout i could help wif e household shipment.. cos i seldom got e chance to do shipment de mahz... but now... cannot le lo.. thanks to my leg..

todae we released our grey series.. mainly all e stationaries thingy and we released our mini bean bag and e sofa which cost 1288 dollars.. haha... all e thingy release todae is beri nice de.. Muji best!! haha...

announcing e end of exam!!

2005-03-30T00:27:00.000-08:00

haha.. i wanna announce e end of my exam... yeah... of course i damn damn happi.. haha... but hu knows... tis kinda feeling wont last long.. mayb i jus fail and take supp paper for some subject... haiz... and GW is actually making as a bet wif me lo.. he tinks i wont fail.. and i reali pass all my subjects.. i'm suppose to do wat he ask me to do.. haha.. for example giving him a kiss or wat... diao!!!

tomolo i starting work le.. and confirm will b fashion dept.. cos sam not working and cat not working.. no fashion staff.. wat e.. sian lo.. but i'm going to enjoy myself tomolo by going for a swim...

todae i gotta went out wif GW.. haven got to c him for 3++ days le.. kinda miss him lo.. haha... we went to watch spongebob.. kaoz.. reali veri nice lo.. funni and at e same time i do tink tt some educational porposes added in bahz... GW todae veri sweet lo.. after movie we went to eat long john mahz.. then he keep feeding me with fries and guess wat.. he can relai eat alot of chilli sauce lo.. like amy loh.. haha.. huess wen she c tis she scold me for sure lo.. but hu cares.. bleh!!!

my todae's paper.. i tink it was a quite ok one.. except for some careless mistakes... confident of passing but not confientd of scoring well.. haiz.. leave it to fate bahz.. haha..

tt's it.. end of blog..

todae's report... + annoncement..

2005-03-25T23:28:00.000-08:00

got something to annouunce!!! wat's tt thing... obviously it's not a good thing... i'm back to square one... i'm back into e fashion dept once again... haiz... though i dun reali feel like going back to tt dept.. guess i cant say much too.. cos they reali need fashion staff... i understand.. but hopefully i jus stay one month there onli lo... if not can reali go crazy...

serene aka comic... coming back to muji.. heard tt e original plan was tt she go fashion while i stay in h&b.. but they say she not experience in fashion... she experience in h&b mahz.. so swop lo.. hmmm... looking forward to her coming back.. haha... another colleague again... add in to e fun at work..

hmmm..in may.. we having our formal stock take le... but again!!! clash wif wagon sales.. sometimes i'm reali wondering how they plan things lo.. cant it b more organised? wat e... and i guess meow meow jie wasnt reali happi bout it.. can c from her face todae...

matthiew da ge ge todae angry.. again!!!... mayb i didnt work for too long le bahz.. e last time i saw him angry was like 'n' months ago le lo..todae he angry is bcos of e signage thingy.. those hu work todae should noe wat's happening lo.. no.. should say those on sales floor.. meaning onli i and darren know lo..

hmmm.. seems to keep mentioning bout my work.. haha.. amy darling.. she todae also not in too good mood... her bf de good fren.. something happen to them.. it seems to b alot of stealing cases in their hostel recently.. and i guess tt has cos them to b veri worried and unhappy bout it.. firstly.. js, amy bf.. lost his phone.. and js good fren ah long... lost two hundred plus dollars... haiz.. time they do some investigations le la..

kk.. time to stop.. sleeping le... no.. should say.. waiting for tt huai ren(my bf) to finish playing his LAN games wif his frens then chat on phone le..

phone part II

2005-03-19T07:24:00.000-08:00

haha.. wanna update my blog again.. alot of things to say lo...

hmmm.. firstly bout me and GW... someone recently ask me a question.. do i tink i and GW... reali in luv.. hard to answer question... but i've been pondering over it.. is this reali wat i want.. mayb i'm tinking too much.. but i mean .. it's best not to have any regrets in life...

amy ask me to ask GW along to her BBQ if i want.. but i seriously considering whether i should or not lo... u c hor.. if i ask him along then he dun know all my frens.. he wil b like very weird and lonely there lo.. of course i dun wish tt to happen... and if i ask him along... i have to acc him throughout lo... then meaning i gotta neglect my frens and cant join in their conversation.. mayb tt's e selfish part of me la.. but things just doesnt seem right lo.. if i tok to my frens and leave him by himself.. also not quite right right? i ask my sis.. but she oso cant give me a definite ans... and of course i haven ask GW... i c how first lo...

me and him.... happi? mayb... i enjoy being wif him.. buy sometimes two person too close with each other nottoo good lo... we have been seeing each other for past three days continuously lo.. and if those hu r reali my good frens.. they wilo know tt this is not wat i want... and e worst thing is we get to c each other for tt few days.. but he can stil tell me he miss me or wat.. y? seriously lo.. i dun c e reason y lo... mayb i too simple minded or wat.. i jus don c e need lo..

and my phone.. part II of the story.. i told my dad bout it le.. he didnt reali have a big response bout it.. all he say was dun send it for repair cos it not worth it.. ask me dun waste tt money.. haha... fine!!! then he say he going to buy a new phone for himself and ask me to use his current phone E700A... haha.. mayb tt's a good thing too.. cos my phone doesnt reali last de lo.. haha... c.. this is e third time le.. i also choose not to have a too good phone anymore.. cos i simply jus dun noe how to take good care of it..and on e phone tt i use wont last long de... haha....

okie.. tt's it... end of blog for todae..

MY PHONE!!!

2005-03-13T20:18:00.000-08:00

wa laoz... my phone again... first two time i lost it.... now the third time.... not i lost ok.. not i lost it lo... but it spoil... the whole phone cant even on lo... shit it man... thanks to tt promoter la... wat e hell..

wanna know wat happen.... i was e the staff ladies... then i wanted to wash my hands mahz.. then i jus left my phone beside the basin... and the promoter accidentally jus smack the whole phone into e basin lo.. wat e hell.. everything drop out and sink into the basin lo... wen i pick it up... the sim card.. the batt... the key pad everything... has gone indivigual lo.. my god.... whole thing wet lo... wei ming and david keep trying ways to help me to get it done.. but to no avail... weiming keep using the hair dryer to blow it dry.. but it doesnt work... then uncle david(actually oso not tt old la)... help me bring home and dun noe wat he do to it.. he msg me at nite to tell me tt phone can be on le.. but awhile onli then it black out le... haiz... but better than it cant work at all lo...

i'm in big shit... my father sure scold till i die de lo... but so far i haven tell him... c how first la... if david can get it done.. then mayb i dun tell him lo.. take it as nothing happen... but if suay suay e whole thing jus spoil.. then bo bian gotta tell him la...

and one bad thing bout it... i cant receive e msg(s) tt guowei send to me le... haiz.... until i reach home at nite and use my spare phone then got to c his msg... sad sia.. he gone malaysia le lo.. then now gotta wait for him to come back...

he say tt maybe can try sending it to e siemens shop to repair it but i ask uncle david... he cannot no point lo.. cos warranty wont cover this kinda thing de... then he say if reali send it for repair not worth lo.. might as well jus buy a new phone... haiz... me very vexed now.. wat to do???

then my sis keep asking me to but 3G phone.. as if i veri rich lo... if i buy le.. she sure say she wants to change wib mine one wat.. wat e.... then say wat i will regret if i choose not to buy 3G phone.. she tink everyone oso like her liddat xi xing yan jiu... no lo... onli she is liddat de lo.. go for best of everything.... alwaes try to make use of my money.. now she even suggested to buy lap top ok...

she say we can share money to buy a lap top.. cos next sem is her FYP... then she scare we will b fighting to use e com... so she suggested to buy a lap top.. but get tis clear.. is she use e lap top and i use e com k... obviously trying to make use of my money rite.. comeon i'm not tt stewpig either lo.. i'm pissed lo...

she can even tell me thing like after i finish my FYP... mayb if i dun need the lap top le.. then u can oso use it wat... come on la.. by tt time i would have save enuff money to buy another lap top on my own lo..

and lastly... somethign else to update... my younger brother had FITs again... AGAIN.... and tis time he collapse at e bus stop lo.. haiz... y is so many things happening to me... cant i jus get to live peacefully? but seriously... i'm kinda worried bout him now lo.. and wen tt thing happen to him.. guess where i m... i'm working lo.. and no one even bother to inform me bout that... according to my mum... she say she doesnt wanna tell me cos she don wanna affect my mood of working.. but i mean... i can jus take half day leave and rush back home de lo... wen i got to know it.. it's around mid nite time wen i'm back from work le lo.. haiz..

wedding cum funeral

2005-03-09T21:38:00.000-08:00

haiz.. a long long time since i last came to update my blog... it's not bcos i have nothing to update... it's bcos i don have the time to uodate it.. haha.. infact.. i reali got a lot of things to update... stating from last asturday..........

last saturdae.. as usual.. i came back to school for my hip hop dance lesson... then after tt i rush to e lab to finish up my nmm assignment.. e website disigning thingy... kaoz.. reali take up alot of time lo... jus doing the animations and the cropping of pics.. i tink one day is not enuff to finish it lo...

in the afternoon.. i went to malaysia le.. initially it was bcos of my cousin's wedding... she having her wedding on sundae... she looks reali pretty in her bride gown... and her husband.. haha.. look abit blur blur one lo... but they reali suit each other maybe bcos they are both very small in size... seriously lo.. my cousin.. though she is 26 years old le.. i reali tink tt she look more smaller size than i m lo..

something big happen during my two days stay in malaysia... guess wat.... my big aunt die... she suddenly got brain stroke and jus die off... jus die off liddat.. wat a waste.. but i tink tt she will be able to rest peacefully bahz.. cos usually old pple wants to c their children married and give birth b4 going off.... and i tink she is lucky to c tt lo... all her children ( my cousins) are married with children le... on sundae night then i came home le... and quite comfortable on my way of coming home bcos my fifth aunt husband drove us back home .. so i dont have to walk or wait for bus all that at all... i got a personal driver.. haha...quite a enjoyable trip except the funeral thingy... my mum returned to malaysia agin on the tues to help out with the funeral...

next... let's move on to mondae... i skip all my lessons jus to do my nmm thingy.. though i manage to upload it on sat... b4 i went to malaysia.. but i jus wanna make sure that everything goes right... so i double checked it... and yah... for the next few days... it is jus as busy..but i mean i'm not e onli hu is busy le.. cos it's all group project.. so everyone is jus as busy.. but luckily.. my group mates are all my good frens and i'm pleased that everyone reali make the effort in completing e project... during the process of completing i tink we have our fun too lo... like the model thingy.. we had alot of fun playing around with the plasticine... haha.. like small kids.. and with all the barbie kinda tables... cashier and all.. interesting ideas as well... the team spirit is there and e effort is there.. haha.. first time i do project do until so happi lo.. cos usually in a group there will b someone doing and someone unwilling to put in any effort.. but my group.. hee... no such case... luckily no such case.. if not i'm sure tt there will b alot of conflicts among us by now...

this week is our last week of school and on the last dae of school we r stil having our cmaths test.. oh yah... muz update my result for my last cmaths test too.. i got 15.5/20... haha.. quite good rite? but i tink some of e effort goes to amy.. cos she's e one hu is alwaes, without fail helping me in my maths.. glad to have her as a fren... hope tt i can do as well as e last time for tis upcoming one... haha... me very greedy horz...

my dairy today

2005-03-02T03:29:00.000-08:00

guess wat? todae i actually got to c my good fren crying worz... i know she doesnt wanna let me know.. but it's kinda obvious lo... i'm sad too.. cos she's the kinda veri optimistic gal though she doesnt reali hab a good family background... jus wanna tell tis fren... dun cry for things that is not worth u crying for k... muz b jian qiang... i know u will come andread my blog de.. so i can jus convey my message to her here...

now i finally know y is there so much to write in a daily blog... bcos there are jus too many things that happen around us... like todae we started on our iiso project... it may seem fun on the appearance.. but actually it;s not.. it is tedious... it requires alot of time and effort to complete it which i dun tink i have bcos right now i cant even cope with all the other subject project submission. and yah... victor... here's ur name in my blog again... haha... a reali veri good fren.. always there to help... esp wen project submission comes along bcos he is jus too good in IT... my god... victor.. can u pass some of ur IT cleverness to me.. or some of ur knowledge? HELP!!! tis guy is jus so patience lo... i keep asking him to teach me with the css style.. which i hab been figuring it for a long time.. and yah.. tis poor guy keep explaining and explaining but i jus don get it... he even volunteer to come to my house to help me do... but as everyone knows.. i'msomeone hu hab a veri busy schedule... cos i wanna live life to the fullest...

oh yah... studiiowu... e place where weiping(my xin gan) and adez wanna learn their hip hop dance...tink i'll b joining them lo.. heez.. since i'm also so interested in hip hop dance... anyway... it is rali kinda tough to learn lo.. i mean for me la... i jus don feel comfortable with my dance step.. it seem so awkward... but of course.. it is meant to b a self challenge... all my frens hu join hip hop dance with me now like all dun wanna go le.. maybe they decided to give up or wat... then forget it lo.. leave me to die lo.. ha ha..no la.. actually due them not coming.. i got to know two frens.. both from applied science.. haha... they r quite nice pple.. frenly is e word that is jus so suitable for them lo... and i actually i got to c one of them in formal presentaton clothes.. haha.. guo wei.. he tink he look weird and he is so nervous cos it's his first formal presentation.. hey hey...

k la.. ending here le.. need to do nmm now.. again!!!!

stressed!!

2005-02-23T04:13:00.000-08:00

my god.. i'm stress.. i tink from e start of semester i have been that stress with all e upcoming project and assignment. i m now rushing my java assignment.. kaoz.. hu eva hu created java... it is time for tat person to bang his head against the wall liao lo!! Creating so much trouble to the human world... esp to high developed country like singapore.... do until i pissed off lo... it's like never ending... in addition to that... all the assignments still can be broken down into so many parts to hand up...wat e...

other project... to say it in a nicer way.. it is a group prject but actually the fact is that half of it is group work onli lo.. we still got submission on individual report and all.. iiso... presentation of models.. the LKK teacher... fat up lo!!! waste our time going to the lab lesson...

anyway.. wanna mention an interesting but embarrassing story bout amy, mother and me today... during the iiso... after the teacher mark attendance... me and amy ran out of the class to buy something to eat... after we came back.. i went to class to call mother out to eat.. cos we are not suppose to eat in lab one lo... then we jus sat down at the nearest stair case there to eat without knowing how dangerous it is lo... ok.. here comes the interesting part.. haha.. the teacher wanted to go to the washroom and happen to pass by the staircase.. we were caught... guess wat is our next reaction? We pretend not to know that teacher and continue wating but once the tescher goen into the toilet... mother ask us to go toilet too.. to hide at the same time to do business.. afetr they r done with their business... they went on eating they food.. IN THE TOILET... the main problem slies that they are eating in the toilet without having any feeling there ok.. my gos!! gross lo.. after we return back to the class... then we act as if nothin happen and jus sat down as usual.. haha.. so bad of us...

my iiso... dcnk... arts app... nmm all due in the same week sia.. kaoz... reali stressed lo.. nmm haven started a single bit... hoping to get help.. but all r so busy with theirs too.. hu can help me... dcnk.. i don even know where to start... waiting for someday my project mates free then we'll c wat we can do bahz... iiso.. strating soon..,. doing the model... vegetable(ah cai) and i seem to b so interested to do it. haha... lastly... my arts app... last nite i spent the whole nite doing it.. luckily still got amy and ah hao to entertain me lo... kaoz... but i'm quite happi with the collage that i hab done... hope i can get a good result for it.. that's all i hope.. reali.. but it is my interest that makes me so determined to finish it and to spent so much time and money on it... i hope that i hab the patience to do as well as this clooage for the mask.. haha... but i haven even started on my mask.. not even the shaping lo.. let alone the decoration...

i tink i m reali writing a damn long blog todae lo.. got mother 'yi chuan' le.. so many things to write... like my sis writing her 7 page report liddat.. haha... ok.. tink it's time for me to end here le..

3 sweet words

2005-02-22T18:17:00.000-08:00

haha... shy but sweet to mention bout the three sweet words... of cos i'm not going to say out wat these three words are... cos it jus meant for me to know.. others are not suppose to know worz.. haha...

my amy darling and her bf and i and ... going to malaysia this coming friday and i m like looking forward to it lo.. mayb i have not gone to malaysia for quite sometime like bout 2 to 3 years... i do miss my cousins there but the period that i always one to go back will be cropped up with things.. sob... this time going back to malaysia.. will be going to city square but i wonder if it has change a single bit.. anyway.. there will be another time of me going back to malaysia.. which is next friday.. bcos of my cousion's wedding... haha.. yeeling jie jie... congrat le worz....

amy darling keep sitting beside me typing her blog.. having such serious look... y? it is bcos she is writing some major prob? onli she knows bahz... haha...

the 62 calls!!

2005-02-22T03:50:00.000-08:00

THE 62 CALLS THAT DIDNT EVEN TO WAKE ME UP!!
i seriously think that there is something wrong with my ears lo... someone wake up so early in the morning at seven to wake me up... calling me 62 in an hour time... excluding the messages ok.. plus the fact that my handphone wasnt on silent mode... wat's happening.. how come i didnt get to hear it... i think i'm real terrible... waste that person's effort.. kaoz.... anyway.. that was a nice experience too.. it broke my records.. i've never been so cock ear b4 lo...

right now.. i got a helpful fren here... helping me with my java programming... a fren hu is always there wen i need help.. jus wanna say thank u to him here( cos i know he will come and read my blog de)... hey victor.. thanks a million :)... without u i think i wont even be able to get to the second semester... u've been a great help!!! thanks from being a fren of mine since primary school and frens alwaes...

next.. i wanna announce something big!!! Mooi sim has given birth to their second child le.. too bad i'm so busy with all the upcoming submission that i didnt hab the time to visit her in the hospital.. anywae... congratulatons to desmond(mooi sim's husband).. haha...

that's it.. that's all for today for my blog..